- The amazing story of the 13 becoming Catholic!
- Our marriage stories - "The world needs LIGHTS!"
- John's cancer stories
- Now the stories of John's 4 sisters...Ruth, Nancy, Maria, and Susan/Little Sister Hallel!
- Susan Angela Agnes/Little Sister Hallel - the story of a Call
- The story of little Lamb - grandson Patrick
Tuesday, June 20, 2017
Spiraling out of control... a reminder that we are NOT in control!
Such a picture of what has become my theme for the day... we are not in control of our lives! Why? Because when you are open to adding new little ones to your domestic Church/family, you are dying to self so that you can love and serve your growing family over and above and raise them as LIGHTS as you share your faith with great JOY!
A major time that this really hit me like a ton of bricks was exactly 8 years ago tomorrow on June 21, 2009 when we heard that our 20 year old son, John, had a tumor in his brain causing his double vision and fatigue. http://familysoulstory.blogspot.com/p/johns-cancer-stories.html The Gospel that Father's Day Sunday mass was Jesus calming the storm - Mark 4:35-40! Calling Susan in France, she reminded us that Jesus is in control in the storms of life, and how that Truth filled us with hope in the face of all we faced over that next year!
This super fun picture came up on my memories from 2 years ago! LOVE! Our shop is clean and ready for the big breakfast happening in 2 days!
My morning has been chaos and the description of "spiraling out of control" hit me when I found myself still in my jammies giving Pat and ride and over at Ruth's waiting with the chickens still not fed, and someone picking rhubarb and coming to the door to thank me... still in my jammies at 10a due to so many interruptions and constant thoughts and prayers for a dear sister-in-law, who is facing heart issues, and John in tears as he and his aunt are both "miracles" having come through cancer in their teens and barely twenty! So many emotions and knowing that my control has been taken out of my hands and really it was never in my hands! Jesus, you are in control and we Trust in you!
There should be a certain amount of peace in our lives when we realize that we have to hand control over to Jesus. It is hard, though, as we constantly forget and keep on trying to take it back or control this or that. Where does it get us... down the wrong path or up a tree or in a big mess as we think we can make our lives what we want them to be. Daughter, Nancy, has taken to heart that we do "small things" as humble servants in our domestic church/family and realize that this is how we can love and serve our Lord and be doing truly great things according to His Plan! What is that plan for each one of us.. to follow Him carrying/dragging our Most Cherished Cross down the narrow path and coming to heaven forever with Jesus, Mary and The Saints!
Powerful words today about loving our neighbor! It becomes very evident to me that if you hold a grudge and battle against an enemy, no matter how bad and in the wrong they are... it all blows up in your face when they attack and retaliate back at you. It makes total sense that if you forgive and love rather than fight... that this disarms them more. Fighting against them just makes it mushroom and more of a mess in the long run. How Jesus in his total sacrifice overcame sin and death and brought us to the power and the glory of the Kingdom of God!
"For you know the gracious act of our Lord Jesus Christ,
that for your sake he became poor although he was rich,
so that by his poverty you might become rich." 2 Corinthians 8
The first reading from mass today! Followed by an Hallel Psalm - Psalm 146!
Praise the LORD, my soul!
I will praise the LORD all my life;
I will sing praise to my God while I live.
R. Praise the Lord, my soul!
Then the Gospel!!! From the Sermon on the Mount/Matthew 5
"But I say to you, love your enemies
and pray for those who persecute you,
that you may be children of your heavenly Father,
for he makes his sun rise on the bad and the good,
and causes rain to fall on the just and the unjust." Jesus giving us the plain and black and white Truth he is asking of us to follow and observe!
Jesus, may we follow your commands and know that our goal is to be forever with you in heaven. May I die to self and give over all the control to you! Jesus, we trust in you. Amen and hallelujah
Nancy small things each day with LOVE!
The summer musical with John and granddaughter, Mary!