Monday, June 27, 2016

"Let the dead bury their dead." enlightened by Fr Carola

The costumes were a hit last night with the kids coming up from the basement in assorted wonderful costumes that Ruth has created over the years!  Luke put on one of grandpa's farm hats with ear lappers and he was the farmer, which was needed with all the assorted farm animals including a fly.  Little Jo Jo Bean (Josephine's nickname for Therese) was a cob of corn and she is trying to protect it from the horse, who wants some corn for his supper. 
Pat and I and Nancy with her 4 little ones attended Father Garrett's first mass as a priest.  "I woke up this morning a priest!" he wrote.  Such a glorious day and mass! 
A priest stepped up to do the homily for Father, and I glanced at the mass booklet to see who this could be... Fr. Joseph Carola, S.J.!  I was stunned with JOY!  This was the same priest, who introduced Susan to The Community of the Lamb while she was studying in Rome!  He was standing in her childhood church, as well as Garrett's, giving the most amazing homily ever!  How I would love to listen to it all over again and this time take notes!
I had to sneak up and get this one for Hallel!

One part of his homily that rings like a bell and was so shockingly amazing is reinforced today with the same words repeated from Luke 9 now in Matthew 8!  "Follow me, and let the dead bury their dead."  As Father Carola said this makes no sense as this is one of the corporal works of mercy!  Next he explained in such powerful words how a young man/Garrett that has gone through seminary, been a deacon and now ordained a priest.... has totally died to himself, to his personal needs and desires, and taken on Christ - of course, his words were much more eloquent.  He is now dead and Christ lives in him and therefore he is the dead burying his dead - those that he will serve in his parish!  Isn't that about as radical as it gets, and all I could do was sit there and marvel! 
A glimpse of heaven!  The cloud of incense was as though putting them up in the clouds with the angels and the Saints and Our Lady on their knees before the king in the humble bread and wine - now the Body and Blood of Christ!
The Handmaids were the choir and it was truly as if angels were there!  Two have just taken their final vows and were in Rome a couple months ago.  "We saw Hallel, prayed with them and had a meal!  It is so great to see that Hallel is the same and that she has found her place with The Community of the Lamb!"  How wonderful it was to hear about her and her JOY!  Along with the two Sisters, Deacon Garrett, now Father Garrett joined with them for this evening in Rome!  When I received his blessing, I told him that on the way to his ordination John had called the Community in KC and that they were praying for him.  He was very touched - "They know how to pray!" 
Here is more about the Handmaids in our lives -
Nancy with her 4 - she taught Garrett in HS and now was there to witness his first mass as a priest!

The reminder that we are all called to die to self so that Christ may work in and through us is a very important and ongoing one.  I looked upon this young priest and all those there to support him and concelebrate mass with him - Heaven coming down to touch the earth - all of these men have given up all and followed after Christ..."I will follow you wherever you go."  Matthew 8:20  They have said this and given up their all for Jesus, and to care for us sheep as our Shepherd!
8 of the 13 out for supper on the porch!
Tractor and kids
Jo Jo Bean is rarely set down with Therese and many arms reaching for her!
The costumes start and lots of giggles and finally 2 skits were put on by the kids.
Fun family times!
Farmer Luke!
Too much fun and too many pictures by grandma!
Family time is the BEST!

Jesus, may we die to self so that you may live in us!  We thank you for all the times we are given with Family!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
Kitten playing with my hair and baby sleeping in my arms.... LIFE is great with the little ones.  Ruth and family raised these kittens as their mother deserted them at days old.  Bless-bless, Barbara Luke
Patrick, kitten and the farm out the window!
Our Lady watching over watermelon and trampoline time!  Love to see the farm so full of LIFE!



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Sunday, June 26, 2016

Sunny 13th Sunday and it's ordinary too!

I see you Gus in the top row!  Yes, we are pinching ourselves with the joy of having all the grandkids together for a week of fun and craziness!
One more and all surrounding little 6 week old Josephine with love.  Therese is in heaven and is never very far from her baby cousin.  She is on cloud 9 as she found out on Friday with Maria's 20 week ultrasound that they are expecting a baby sister after all!  Therese gets her sister finally after 3 brothers in a row!
The 5 girls will welcome #6 in a few months!  The girls are catching up with the boys - 8 boys and soon to be 6 girls!  Love!
These 3 are just a few months apart and good buddies!  So fun to have them together at last! 
Off to Father Garrett's first mass!  So excited!  Jesus, thank you for the craziness and happiness and joyfulness and lifeness!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Bless-bless, Barb






Saturday, June 25, 2016

A day of prep and prayer... the sign to go on my barn - "Family Time is the Best!"

The pool has been filled...
Our two homes in the process of being cleaned and decorated, because Nancy and Maria and their combined 8 kids are on the way here for a week on the farms!
The kittens will soon have many more hands petting them, holding them and playing with  them...
The kitchens will be bustling with activity as huge meals are made, shared and cleaned up over and over and over!  Some workers and eaters might even be wearing their dad's shoes!
Many meals will be eaten out on my porch without a doubt, and the dogs are very excited for that.
Grandpa might get Romeo, Dominic and Luke to give him a push! 
John will be away on a mission trip and will miss all the hoopla!  Today he is supporting a good friend as he is ordained to the priesthood in New Ulm.  Congratulations Father Garret Ahlers! 
Many icies will be consumed without a doubt... what is summer about anyways but watermelon, icies and getting wet?
The boys getting ready to come to the farm!  Missouri house must be ship shape first!  

The two pairs of cows and calves are now out in the pasture with the others, and Paul has promised to come over and add..."Family Time is the best!" to our barn as a welcome to the two families coming today!
The car is clean, packed and on the road.  They headed to The Little Monastery - Lumen Christi in KC and let the kids run around for about half an hour and then they started for Marshall at about 10a.  They will caravan and Therese will ride with Nancy and help her with the baby.  We expect them for supper tonight.  Ruth and I just planned the menu.

Saturdays are so special... devoted to The Blessed Virgin Mary, and she is my companion on this journey.  I need to get busy to embrace my family with joy and peace... can the two come together?  JOY with a housefull of little ones does not really seem to be able to be peaceful, but I will sit and enjoy and listen and share and find peace is possible!
Our Lady, full of grace, we place our families in your arms.  Hold them close to your Immaculate heart and bring them to your Son, Jesus Christ, for healing.  He took away our infirmities and bore our diseases.  May we share the LOVE we have been shown with those around us - most especially with those the closest to us in our domestic Church/family.  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
Bless-bless, Barbara Luke
It is so sad to see how marriage is trampled upon. 
Small things with great love
Humble and trusting.

Brandon Heath - Give me your eyes
Brandon Heath - Jesus in Disguise

Friday, June 24, 2016

Limping joyfully!

A beloved picture of me and my Therese taken close to 4 years ago as we awaited the arrival of her second brother, Patrick.  An amazing story which I will put the link here if you want to go there...

I don't know if you know this about me, but I am a limper!  I have blamed it on a down hill ski accident I had a junior in HS, but really if I go back to the beginning I recall how I ripped my mother's heart out by barely able to climb up the stairs of the school bus for my first day of school.  Yes, I started kindergarten when I was still 4 - I would be 5 on October 6, so soon enough, but I recall that feeling of struggling and helplessness and weakness over and over in my life.  Now at just about 65... I continue to limp and I am starting to realize that I not only limp on the outside physical part of me, but also on the inside!
A month after Patrick came granddaughter, Bernadette.  Both Patrick and Berna will be here on the farm in just a few days, and as John and I were praying this morning for safety in travels and "safe and sane" times together.... I became filled with Joy at the thought of all the crazy family times ahead, but also felt the old and weak body crying out in fear for all that these next two weeks will hold for me.  "Limping joyfully" just seemed to fit the picture in my head, heart and soul. 


I am having a lot of fun looking at these special times with the notion of "limping joyfully up the aisle to my hunky farmer husband."  Yes, we were in love, but the limping inside has become more evident with all the years we have shared with their ups and downs!

Lots of emotions this morning with The Feast of the Nativity of St John the Baptist.  A feastday for John and lots of memories where "his name is John" rang loudly in me 7 years ago just a few days after the Father's Day discovery of a tumor in his brain!

Returning to the place of John being here and looking for what The Lord has in mind for him... it seems that we are called to return to our knees and humbly ask over and over again.
Limping joyfully around Rome while Maria studied there with Catholic Studies from St Thomas.. and stupidly wearing platform shoes, too!

Yes, I am a limper and I always will be. More times than I can count over the years people have asked me about the obvious pain I am in.  I have used over the counter pain meds lots over the years, and start the day with 2 now.  But more than the physical I am a limper as I carry/drag my cross down the narrow path following after Jesus.  I realize more today why I am truly do know that I am weak and weary and aching and tired of my selfishness and indulgences and sick and sinful and kind of a mess, because I am that on the outside, too!  Yes, I am told and know that I need to lose weight and get into shape, but I am also lazy and not really motivated to start that work.
Limping joyfully (?) through John's brain cancer battle, but by this time I had a new knee and that helped me soldier on. 

I cannot really let this limping get me down... remember the joyful part of this.  With the two weeks ahead that is so true for me.  This and that is brought up to me as a problem and I find myself just shrugging it off and knowing that when we are all together they will evaporate as we all come together and work as a team to make this great family time on the farm and in Michigan happen!
Limping joyfully through Susan's/Hallel's call to become a nun in The Community of the Lamb!

Such a special day in The Church, and such an example of "limping joyfully" was St John the Baptist!  Leaping for Joy in the womb when he encountered Christ in the womb!  Living a life of in the desert, and being raised by elderly parents, and leading the way to The Christ of which "I am not worthy to untie his sandals."  He sounds like a prime example of limping not only joyfully but filled with righteous Truth and pointing always to Jesus, The Christ!
Limping joyfully with my sister, Mary, at my side for the birth of my second child while I was on bedrest.  Now Mary has been gone for 30 years!

Jesus, I am a limper through this life, and kind of pathetic has always been me!  How do you ever use me?  I am a weak mess, but I always want to be that way because it is there that I turn to you and need you and long to die to self so that you may live in me!  I am so needful of help along this journey.  How I long to be an instrument of yours in the lives of those I love and worry about.  I know that you tell us 365 times in the Word that we should not worry, and that you have it handled.  May I trust in You always and without fail!  How I find great comfort in the Saints and how they too many of them were limpers and how you used them!  Use me, Lord!  I am yours!  Jesus, I trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
Our Lady helps me limp down the path and with great PEACE!
Back from feeding the chickens with corn dust on my nose, two buckets of 12 eggs, radishes, lettuce and beets with beet greens.  One of my favorite things to say; "They were just growing an hour ago!"  Bless-bless, Barbara Luke the limper, but at least she does it joyfully for the most part!
I feel my age with my grandchildren... I think that can compare to St Elizabeth being a mother at an old age, but the JOY is huge!
The TRUTH!
I do see this as right on!
How I love to see the great artists portray these moments!
If we cannot do big things - it the little baby steps we take that count!
Nancy stitching a patron saint sampler with her sleeping Josephine!  LOVE! 
Patrick and Princess ready for the big trip to the farm! 
Wow!  Maria sure has them helping a lot getting cleaned up and ready to go!
We believe - Newsboys
Mat Kearney - Air I breath
Dog ears today to keep the hair out of my face and to look as ridiculous as I truly am... the corn dust definitely helps with that, too!