Sunday, September 30, 2018

Cleanse me from my unknown faults!/refrain from hugging due to cold/when your children teach you about faith!

The 4 girls on Maria's confirmation day... I am under the weather today so am gaining strength from my girls!  I learn at their feet as they share their light with me.

I am not exactly sure when I realized that my kids can lead me deeper into the True Faith, but I think it was about when the oldest 3 had each asked me to make a TEC retreat and I finally said "yes".  My life was changed and prayer became very real and powerful!  This was October of 1999, and now I am learning from them about making a marriage better, and serving our families and spouses/Most Cherished Cross without counting the cost!
Nancy and John on her wedding day.  John had just fought his battle against brain cancer and beat it becoming the new John!  His strength and new found faith came to him as he was surrounded by his family!

Family is hugely important to us, and Faith and family are so closely together... Faith/Family/Farm as farming is a life not merely a job.
John's story!
Only missing Hallel and soon we will have 3 new members!  Nancy, Maria and Bobbi are all due in March!  WE love LIFE!
In France with Hallel just a month and a half ago!  Hallel's "yes" has increased our family by hundreds!  How we love our family of the Lamb!

A verse from Psalm 19 today is certainly a prayer I can welcome and ask of Jesus and the Spirit at work in my heart...  In this day of enjoyment and pleasure wherever you can find it... these words from St James were convicting
"You have lived on earth in luxury and pleasure;
you have fattened your hearts for the day of slaughter."

When the entire world around us is telling us the lies of getting material things and wealth and power and climb the ladder and have the big house and less kids and more toys... we feel that we are justified to strive for these "things" and say "no" to the call of The Church to be open to LIFE and raise LIGHTS!  We repeat this prayer asking for the Truth to be revealed to us... shining the LIGHT on all that is in the darkness!
"Cleanse me from my unknown faults!" Psalm 19  Unknown because the lies of the world infiltrate our fattened hearts ready for slaughter!
Hallel in the shape of the Cross during her final vows on the Feast of the Assumption of Mary to heaven/August 15th in France!  Humility and Poverty and Chasity and Obedience are in all they do!
Wearing her Lamb on her heart... "I promise unto death!"  The Virgin with her lamp lit - the Gospel comes to life!

It was hard not to give hugs today as I am sick with a cold, and not wishing to share that with others!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Bless-bless, Barb
Pat's huge hand holding the Lamb of Hallel and all those that have taken their final vows and it was cut from a branch section the outer ring is for her parents... "Wounded I will not cease to love"  The motto they live by, and so important in marriages, families, work places, community and the world!  To turn the other cheek and not to return harm for the hurt and harm we have received.  It would be a different world and more marriages would make it through if we could follow this!
The 5 when Susan left for France 10 years ago!  All married now!  Two in the 40th year of our marriage!

A letter from our nun to her sister, Nancy, on the occasion of her engagement...
Nancy, Look I am writing you a letter... aren't you impressed? Well, you better be because both you and I know how often this happens. I am writing to tell you now extremely excited I am about your engagement to Bill. I have to admit, when I got the news I wasn't really shocked but that night as it sunk in during adoration and the next day during mass I was so happy. My heart overflowed with joy for you. How beautiful to know that you have found your... most cherished cross. While I have never had the experience of being married, from what I hear is that he will truly be your cross. But not your cross as human eyes look at it, as a thing to run away from, as a thing of torture but rather as that which is truly the tree of life. It is only when clinging to the cross that one can truly live, it is the source of all life and of all love. Your marriage to Bill will be this, not something to run away from when it gets hard and when it hurts, but something to hold tight to, especially when it hurts because it is in this that you will find life and love. Know that it is through your marriage that Jesus wants to show you his great love for you and also that the best example that you can give to the world of Christ's love is a marriage lived in truth. So, in other words, know that I am so happy for you and that I love you a whole lot. Know that you are in my prayers during this crazy time of wedding planning; that you may not go crazy but rather learn to love each other better and that you may both have great joy and great peace.
 Remember to pray for me too! God Bless, Your little Sister Hallel

Saturday, September 29, 2018

"in the sight of the angels"/Combining beans around the farm while we are canning soup inside...

Uncle Ed doesn't realize that he has an audience when he starts combining the field around the farm site!  Luke, Rose and Joy along with the angle Maria stenciled on the window probably over 20 years ago... still there and reminding us on this feast of the Archangels of those messengers of LIGHT that are all around us and with us on this journey!
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The Psalm for today rings true!
R. (1) In the sight of the angels I will sing your praises, Lord.
I will give thanks to you, O LORD, with all my heart,
for you have heard the words of my mouth;
in the presence of the angels I will sing your praise;
I will worship at your holy temple
and give thanks to your name. 
Psalm 138
Outside the men are busy with combine, grain cart, semis, and manure spreader... inside Ruth, I, and the kids made two canners full of tomatoes and Vegetables and made 30 quarts of tomato soup... so good on these chilly days for the 7 families we make food for!
 David taking a turn on the colander...
Lots of steam and turning to make soup.  
 The grain cart with cousin Brad going to get the beans from the combine
Luke and kitten watching it unload just outside in the yard... soon back into the warm house!
Ruth commented that Luke's fellow boy classmates in preschool would be amazed at all the equipment Luke gets to watch from their farmhouse on days like today!

The feast day today seems especially powerful and poignant, in that we are in the midst of a crisis in our church and in our country, and the St Michael prayer which brings to mind and heart the battle from Revelations in Rev 12 in the first reading today!
"War broke out in heaven;
Michael and his angels battled against the dragon.
The dragon and its angels fought back,
but they did not prevail
and there was no longer any place for them in heaven.
The huge dragon, the ancient serpent,
who is called the Devil and Satan,
who deceived the whole world,
was thrown down to earth,
and its angels were thrown down with it."

Yes!  War broke out on earth and we call upon St Michael to:
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 Rose takes a turn while mom puts it through the blender first.
Fresh tomato soup for lunch on a cold fall day.. I love to remind the kids that these tomatoes were growing on the plant last night!  So wonderful and fresh and hot...
Got to have grilled cheese to go with tomato soup! Ready in time for lunch for the workers inside and outside! 

Jesus, we love your heavenly hosts of angels, Saints, and your mother Mary most holy!  The words from the rosary came from the mouth of St Gabriel and the rosary from St Dominic using the words from the Gospel!  My rosary in calling out to me!  Guardian angels watch out for all in this busy fall time of year.  Jesus, we trust in you.  Bless-bless, Barb
 We have so many apples!!!  We gave some away yesterday but still have so many!  Anyone interested?
 Ruth and Christina picking in the bucket
 Joy certainly is happy in her swing!
A memory from 3 years ago when the kitchen was on the other side of the house... 200 quarts of applesauce with Domo and Luke!  Lots of changes over those 3 years... switched houses and remodeled them and these two are 3 years older!  Luke will be 5 in a month!
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St. Therese - a young person who chose God.

Her feast day is in 3 days. Let's start a triduum asking her to pray for us. She promised to spend her heaven doing good on earth.

Let's ask her to pray for the Church, for young Catholics and their vocational discernment - that they put God first in their lives, and for the Synod of Bishops next month.


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Good and chaste Saint Joseph,
you, who the Church invokes
as the "Terror of demons"
Please intercede for Judge Brett Kavanaugh.
"Michael and his Angels battled against the dragon...
Satan, the seducer of the whole world, was driven out."
Revelation 12:7, 9

A Sermon of Pope Saint Gregory 
From the Third Nocturne of Matins of the feast of Saint Michael the Archangel


We speak of nine orders of Angels, because we know, by the testimony of Holy Scripture, that there are the following: Angels, Archangels, Virtues, Powers, Principalities, Dominations, Thrones, Cherubim and Seraphim. It must be realized that "Angel" is the name of their office, not of their nature. For the holy Spirits of the heavenly homeland are always Spirits, but they cannot always be called Angels; they are Angels only when they are announcing something. Those who announce less important things are called Angels, and those who announce the highest things are called Archangels. And so not any Angel but the Archangel Gabriel was sent to Mary; for this ministry, it was fitting to have the highest Angel, since he was to announce the greatest news of all. These Archangels are also given special names to describe their particular virtue. For Michael means "Who is like to God?" Gabriel means "Strength of God," and Raphael "Medicine of God."
Whenever something is to be done needing great power, Michael is sent forth so that from his action and his name we may understand that no one can do what God can do. Hence that old enemy who through pride desired to be like God is shown at the end of the world, left to his own strength and about to undergo the final punishment, as destined to fight with Michael the Archangel, as John says, "There was a battle with Michael the Archangel." Similarly, Gabriel was sent to Mary; he who is called "Strength of God" came to announce Him who deigned to appear in humility to conquer the powers of the air. And Raphael is interpreted, as we said, "Medicine of God," for when he touched the eyes of Tobias to do the work of healing, he dispelled the "night of his blindness."

Friday, September 28, 2018

"God has put timeless into their hearts..."/ morning with Joy/Seven Sisters early morning

Her gentle hand on Mother Mary... I have had such a wonderful morning with Sweet little 1 1/2year old Joy Jean Jellybean, as grandpa loves to call her!  Grandpa has been here for breakfast, and took a few minutes to comb Joy's hair...
 Grandpa so gentle and loving towards his granddaughters as he loves to brush their hair!  I don't remember him doing that for his 4 daughters, but he says that he did from time to time after baths.
She knows that her grandpa loves her and there is nothing more wonderful than to be loved and to cherish all LIFE!  Pat is my champion for LIFE and family!
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Joy watching her grandpa get ready to go and combine beans ... the sun is now shining so it could be one of the first full days of combining with those new monster tires!
Close to Jesus in the tabernacle under the Cross above as I lift up Father Denny in prayer while Pat is at a men's gathering... This Man is You in the Church social hall.  I spend time praying the office on my phone and praying over the readings...  

Seven Sisters are praying every day for our two priests... very special time as Father Denny has been so important to Pat and I through TEC all these years!  I made my first TEC in 1999, so that is close to 20 years now!

Praying the sorrowful mysteries... taking them into my heart and realizing His suffering and how it shows me that I must also take up my "heavy" Cross and in small and large ways accept my suffering and hardships that come with LIFE!

The famous verse from many funerals in Eccl 3... a time for everything
The line about a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing... applies to me as I was unable to give my parents a hug goodbye as I am coming down with a cold.  It can also mean in the marital relationship abstaining during the fertile periods to wait for children using NFP.

"He has made everything appropriate to its time,
and has put the timeless into their hearts,
without man's ever discovering,
from beginning to end, the work which God has done."
The timeless into their hearts... Heaven is timeless and infinite and we yearn for our being there someday and maybe finding a small slice of it in our domestic Church/family!  Yes, we look to our Lord, who is in control of our lives and we die to self and become humble and obedient, and it begins in this way...

"There is an appointed time for everything,
and a time for every thing under the heavens.
A time to be born, and a time to die;
a time to plant, and a time to uproot the plant."
Just spending precious time with my parents, who are looking at the end of their days according to his plan and timing, and then knowing and praying for the 3 new little cherished lives in the wombs of 3 due in March... all according to God's plan and all stages of life from conception to natural death are protected and cherished!

With harvest here our work of planting and tending to the plants to feed the world... now harvest with the challenges that come this year... wet and rain!!  There were those in the fields yesterday uprooting the plants as they tilled the soil preparing for the cycle which begins in the spring next year.  After 40 years as a farmer's wife... i see the cycles and so much work and prayers pour in and around each season on the farm!
 Coat and shoes ready to go out and put a letter in the mail!
Little red head girl and a kitty the same color... golden fields will soon be harvested and ripped close to black awaiting the winter snows and silent and cold until spring warmth and rains and the planting season will come again!
 Big Cottonwood tree and barn...
One of her first words is "kitty" said with a smile and a pat...  They are so cute and grandma took a lot of pictures, of course!
 "Come and see Our Lady, Joy!"
Love her and Joy senses that Mary is special and will be important in her life's journey! Mary brings us to her Son and helps us through the seasons of our lives!  So much peace and acceptance of all that comes to us!
LOVE!!!

Jesus reminds us of his important suffering and death as he gives us our forgiveness and freedom to follow him!  The Gospel today...
He said, "The Son of Man must suffer greatly
and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes,
and be killed and on the third day be raised."

He is alive and well and gives us the strength we need to carry/.drag our most Cherished Cross and follow after Him!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
Fall leaf and Black eyed Susan for Our Lady!  I love to step back in time with my little ones, and I must admit that the girls are super special after my 4 girls in a row "and then you had that boy!"  There was a huge sigh of relief when we walked into church with that blue bundle!  LOVE!  Bless-bless, Barbara Mary Luke
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My hero of LIFE and Family for the first 27 years of my marriage!   LOVE!!
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A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance.
A season in John's life - now the new John who burns to share the love and forgiveness and Faith he has been given!
Lauren Daigle - Trust in him

Thursday, September 27, 2018

"I am going from Jesus to Jesus" St Vincent De Paul/ Jesus and Mary I love you. Save souls!/From parents to husband

My father giving me a wonderful Bible lesson as the Holy Spirit is at work for him as he prays morning prayers, readings from mass for the day, and even pondering the psalm he has chosen for his funeral mass - Psalm 121.

Dad started by sharing with me the psalm prayer that is found after the 57th Psalm in morning prayer this morning in the prayer of the Church/the office...
"Lord send your mercy and your truth to rescue us from the snares of the devil, and we will praise you among the peoples and proclaim you to the nations, happy to be known as companions of your Son."  Dad has this memorized and speaks of how wonderful are these words to him.

He is also working on memorizing the 23rd Psalm, and it truly is amazing to hear all the beautiful ways He is there for us and provides for us!  It is making him question his chosen Psalm 121 for his funeral mass... I assured him that the Spirit it at work in him as it has been throughout his entire life, and he can reconsider and prayerfully change that along the way.

Psalm 121

Assurance of God's Protection

A Song of Ascents.

1I lift up my eyes to the hills—

from where will my help come?
2My help comes from the Lord,
who made heaven and earth.
3He will not let your foot be moved;
he who keeps you will not slumber.
4He who keeps Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.
5The Lord is your keeper;
the Lord is your shade at your right hand.
6The sun shall not strike you by day,
nor the moon by night.
7The Lord will keep you from all evil;
he will keep your life.
8The Lord will keep
your going out and your coming in
from this time on and forever more.
It's a good one indeed!
Special times this past summer with my brother, sister in law and parents!  I am soon to be heading for home after some days with my wonderful parents.  Sharing our Faith and Family and returning to my Farm!  Fall is in the air and with it comes our busy time on the farm of taking the crop out to feed the world!
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I do a litany of our two huge families... probably over 200 of us!  I place each one in the monstrance with Jesus in adoration.  I once asked my daughter, Maria, how I should pray for so many ... This was the prayer that she gave me; "Jesus, and Mary, I love you.  Save souls!"  So concise and powerful and hence when I have completed my litany... I pray this 3 times with all my heart!  Hear my prayer, O Lord Jesus Christ, through the intercession of your Mother, Mary Most Holy, Queen of heaven and earth!

St Vincent de Paul was praying before the Eucharist one time and,
after a man told him about a poor person on the street needing help, Vincent said:
"I am going to Jesus from Jesus."
Today is the feastday of St Vincent!  May we go forth and see Jesus in all we meet!
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It is wonderful to share the Love for Mary with so many wonderful Saints!

Cast your lot with the winner, St Michael The Archangel. It is good to have many friends in high places when facing "the wickedness and snares of the devil".
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My hero!!!!  A man who loved family and LIFE!
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Returning to my farm and my husband and farm family!  I am being encouraged to get to KC to say farewell to some of our Community of the Lamb family, who will be leaving after the dedication of the Monastery the Little Brothers just built at the bottom of the hill on November 3rd!  "You might not see them again and they are family!"  Little Sister Benedict, Little Sister Ode, and Little Sister Stephanie have been here in the U.S. for most of the last of 10 years, and are now American Citizens!  They will be missed sorely and immensely!  Bless-bless, Barb