Saturday, November 30, 2019

Home ahead of the storm/our hearts are filled with gratitude/Jesus in Word, Body and Blood

 Each day we shared mass with our daughter and The Community of the Lamb!  How they love and need their Jesus and how they love and Adore Him!

Jesus is so huge in The Word for them as they begin the night before in Evening prayer maundicating the Word/Gospel/Jesus... they read the Gospel for the next day and then they speak each line 3 times, than they sing it at least twice.... the Holy Spirit brings it very powerfully into the light and speaks to us as we lovingly pray it!
 Little Brother Francis Zavior proudly displays the golden moist wonderful turkey!  It is a sight for many that have seen the pictures only of American Thanksgiving and are only experiencing it for the first or second time.  Francis has had 5 now!
 The scene of our Community Thanksgiving at The Light of Mother Mary Monastery of the Little Brothers!  How we loved our special Thanksgiving with Hallel and her family of the Lamb and many from the neighborhood where they live in the midst of the poor as they are the poor!

Yes, there was a cute tune to greet the pilgrims and the Indians!
 Unplanned but Pat wore blue for the entire weekend and even shared dishwashing with me!  Prayer and dishes are how Hallel describes her life, and we were so happy to share day to day with them as we were allowed to live right there with them!
These bowls came with them from France and are for their coffee and Pat's tea in the morning!
 Hallel with Oliviana doing the dishes after the Thanksgiving Feast!

Each morning we arrised at 6:30 and for two hours we chanted about 5 Psalms, maundicated the Gospel over again including the finding of echoes from throughout the Bible - old and new testament along with a reading from one of the Church Fathers about that part of the Gospel!  So many jewels discovered and taking us deep into the Way, the Truth and the LIFE we find in Jesus!
 A very special Postulant with the Little Brothers, Jed!  He is blind and we were gifted with visiting with his parents on our trip down to KC!  It was so special to share time with him over Thanksgiving!
The cupala of the Little Brothers, The LIGHT of Mary the Mother of God!

Pumpkin pies including 5 of mine!
 Pie making with fresh chicken eggs before we headed out into the first of the storms we are being hit with!  The first hour was very slow with snow blowing across the roads and only traveling about 35 miles per hour!

We drove out of it and the other 7 hours were good.  Home was challenging for the last half of the trip with freezing rain on the roads.  The last hour was the best as we got close to home the roads were still dry.  Lots of prayers as we listened to JRR Tolkein's Fellowship of the Ring!
 Thanksgiving with my family in 1970 in Minneapolis... I am the oldest of 11 and my sister, Marty was married with hubby and daughter, Sarah!
 The snowy landscape before we headed to KC... more coming!
 Pretty to look at and it seems the winter has set in!
 Lumen Christi - the LIGHT of Christ Monastery greeted us aglow on the top of the hill in the poor neighborhood in inner city Kansas City, Kansas!

A man from the neighborhood described it as the Lighthouse on the hill - "I used to carry a knife with me always, but now I feel safe with The Community in our midst."
 St Ages and my hubby sharing evening prayer with The Community... I am blessed with sharing in the LIFE I also discerned and it brought me into The Church with my family of 13 in 1971!  I can have the joy of sharing in Hallel's life of prayer, sacraments, Jesus in His Word, and dishes!
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 Hallel putting Jesus in the Monstrance for Adoration.  We had wonderful time in prayer each day!  I told Jed's mother that when Hallel comes home for a home visit every 3-4 years that we need to find Mass and time of prayer in front of the tabernacle for a Holy Hour as this is her beloved Spouse and this is as the air that she breathes and every beat of her heart!  "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!"
 We prayed this together at the end of prayer!  So powerful and includes the motto they live by in Community..."Wounded, I will never cease to love."  Hard to do, but with the Lamb showing us the way we need to persevere!

In morning prayer today we were reminded that we need to follow after Jesus and take up our Cross!  Yes!  Truly forgiving as He forgives us and shows us unconditional mercy!
 Halle with her wonderful dad, who braved the storm to have wonderful family time with our Family of the Lamb!  Pat said we need to do this more often and so we do!
 Little Sister Pauline is from France and this is about her 4th Thanksgiving!

In the Homily Little Brother Isaac, shared that the French need to adopt Thanksgiving because they tend to be complaining and negative and this holiday of thankfulness is very wonderful and uplifting to experience in our wonderful country.  It did make me feel warm inside even though there is a lot of darkness and ugliness accepted as Truth in our country.
 A wonderful gathering of 3 of our kids going on in Minnesota gave us a lot of JOY!
 Our celebration with friends and family in KC was so great!
 LOVE this sight!  My wonderful parents out at my brother's home for Thanksgiving with 3 of my brothers and their wives!  My parents look so great, and this makes the difficult move we had to make for them all worth it!
 During evening prayer as they approach the adoring of Jesus they raise their hands in praise and adoration of their Jesus with incense rising with their prayers.
 We had an intimate breakfast with our daughter in the parlor and the cross outside the window.
 Our farewell bowls of coffee and tea as we bid our daughter, farewell til next time!
The first habits made by Little Sister Marie was made from old blue jeans, and Pat fit in as if wearing his blue jean habit matching his daughter!

Jesus, we love you more and more as we are allowed to share in this total LOVE given you by The Community of the Lamb!  We see how they take you into themselves in Word, Body and Blood with each day...From Romans 10 today we read this truth - As it is written,
How beautiful are the feet of those who bring the good news!  This is so true of the Little Sisters and Brothers!
Also...Thus faith comes from what is heard,
and what is heard comes through the word of Christ.
But I ask, did they not hear?
Certainly they did; for

Their voice has gone forth to all the earth,
and their words to the ends of the world.

Jesus, you are shared in Word and deed by Our Community of the Lamb, and we pray that we may go forth as they do loving and serving without counting the cost!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
Bless-bless, Barb

Friday, November 29, 2019

Thanksgiving describes it! Eucharist means Thanksgiving

 The beautiful turkey for our KC Thanksgiving with our daughter, Little Sister Hallel, and our family of the Lamb!
 Farmer Pat is done with harvest and drives to KC to see his daughter, whom he hasn't seen since March!  Just her mom and dad on a special retreat living with them in the Family room.
 We shared in their morning and evening prayers and mass and adoration.  Eucharist means Thanksgiving and how we expressed our gratitude and thankfulness to our Lord, Jesus Christ!
 The Little  Brothers chapel with the icon of Christ The King!
 Nancy and Bill hosted in their new home and had Ruth and Paul and their 6 added to John, Bobbi and Jude and Nancy and Bill and their 5!  A happy yummy house full of thankful celebration of a grateful family!
 Pat wore little brother and sister blue all weekend!
My parents with 3 brothers and their wives look happy and well fed too!  Thanks, Dan and Angela for getting our wonderful parents out with family for a wonderful family Thanksgiving like they haven't had in a long time!
 Pilgrims at the Thanksgiving with The Community - many there were having their first or second Thanksgiving as they are new to America!  It makes you that much more grateful that we are this blessed in our country and our families having this special holiday for families to come together each year!
 Adorable Indians!
Hallel and Oliviana doing the dishes and sharing their family Thanksgivings from years past before coming into The Community!
Lots of prayer and allowing myself to live through my nun daughter... the LIFE of being so in love with Christ that my all is given to Him...

Tuesday, November 26, 2019

"...Whatever the posture of the body, the soul is on its knees."/Baling into the night

 Thanksgiving coming to an end in KC 3 years ago!

All has changed since... Nancy and Bill now live by the Twin Cities, Maria and Joseph now live in Washington state, and now Little Sister Hallel/Susan lives with her Community of the Lamb in the heart of KC!  Each family has also added another member, too.  Pat and I have fake plans to return to KC and spend some prayer, Thanksgiving meal and dishes with our nun daughter.  The coming snow makes that kind of a shaky plan at this point.
 As someone said about this picture - "LOVE those baby fingers!"  Yes, Jude, you shared a lot of happiness with us on Sunday!

How I am over the moon in love with this picture as it indicates to me in a very real way how much better I am finding my mother these days!  She is happier and getting out more and all signs show that her depression is so much better and hence she is just plain better on all levels.  Her smile is like the sunshine coming out!
How I cherish the times I am gifted with sharing prayer with my two parents!  Another sign of mom being better was her getting her prayer book and joining dad and I in morning prayer a week ago!

The 8 weeks I had with them while we prepared for their big move into Assisted Living - there was a rare time that she would join us usually with her eyes closed and only the parts that she has memorized.

This quote grabbed me and made me smile with True Knowledge of experiencing this throughout my days of being pulled this way and that... my life is definitely not my own!
"There are moments when, whatever the posture of the body,

the soul is on its knees." - Victor Hugo
For myself that is most all the time!  My inner temple is where I pray without ceasing throughout my days with the help of my Spiritual Mother, Mary and her rosary beads!
 More sweet fingers - Jude has found his thumb, too!

"Bless the Lord, all you works of the Lord,
praise and exalt him above all forever."
R. Give glory and eternal praise to him.
"Angels of the Lord, bless the Lord,
praise and exalt him above all forever."
R. Give glory and eternal praise to him.
"You heavens, bless the Lord,
praise and exalt him above all forever."
R. Give glory and eternal praise to him..."
Once again the Psalm is from Daniel 3 today!

We have so much to be thankful for!  Infinite reasons to be thankful on this Thanksgiving week and the end of the liturgical year - we start afresh on Sunday with Advent beginning!  How we are blessed with our church placing this time for preparing for our Lord in our day to day lives of our journey with Jesus, Mary, the Saints and The Church!
 Driving into the pitch black with Pat as he baled corn stalks into the night.  I had never ridden along as they baled.

Jesus tells us to be ready yet to be wary of those that want us to believe them as they take us away from Jesus and His Bride, The Church.  We are helped to see the Truth and to follow it by The Wisdom of The Church!  We can trust and follow with no hesitation!
There is something about the darkness that makes you trust and pray even more!

Jesus, we place our week in your hands and trust that we will be safe and protected as we all travel to be together with family.  Keep all those on the road safe and may we always give you the praise and thanksgiving now and always.  Jesus, we trust in you.  Bless-bless, Barb
 Thanksgiving last year... each year looks different, but the spending time with family with so much to thankful for is the theme without fail!
 Always more to capture!
 Mashed potatoes and peas for Berna and snow on the ground!  Snow is coming this year, too!  I had a new knee just a few weeks before, so I was not in the best shape.  This year better!
 Thanksgiving dance at the farm!
Father- daughter dance is so great!!!
 Decorations last year centered around grandma getting back on her feet... wonderful family times were the right medicine!
 Ruth's beautiful table.. this year it will be Nancy's new home!
 David made grandma a huge prayer chain!!!  LOVE!
 Pointing out their prayers... so blessed!

 Prayers before we eat with great-grandma Ann's farm dishes!
 Praying down the line with what we thankful for... a family tradition on Thanksgiving!
Daddy shark!!!
"There are not as many souls who go astray,
as there are souls who go through life,
half-perfected, half-formed, half in love with God.
                      
There are not as many crosses and trials
trampled down and cast back into the face of God,
as there are inspirations of grace unheeded,
and invitations to intimacy with God declined.

There are thousands upon thousands, and thousands again
in the world and in the cloister who lead magnificent lives
and who are pleasing to God, but there are few who give Him all,
few who live with Him always in His Living Tabernacle."


from In Love With The Divine Outcast
compiled by A Religious
Pelligrini and Co - Australia (1934) p. 52



Baby shark!!!