Friday, July 31, 2020

Farm Family Hallel Time has ended/Blessed Solanus and St Ignatius tagteam/I pray to you, O Lord.

 I got my dad dressed in his Sunday shirt with the keepsake pictures in mind of Hallel with her grandfather for the first time in 12 years!  How dad, Hallel and I prayed together over these 4 days we were gifted with!  The words from the Psalm today described our shared time of prayer..."I pray to you, O Lord."  Psalm 69

When Little Sister Judith was led by the Holy Spirit that we should bring Hallel home for her home visit in a matter of hours... she mentioned that it would allow her to see my dad, and also John, who is facing the loss of a job once again. 
 Such a blessing to have my Deacon father here at 95 with his new lease on hearing due to his cochlear implant and as sharp as a tack.  He really appreciated his time with his nun granddaughter, Little Sister Hallel!
 He loved how Hallel sings "the angelus" and had her sing it for him numerous times for him... I am attempting to put it here, so we will see.  One day on the porch a few days ago, Hallel, Bill and Nancy joined us for our rosary and our chaplet, and after we all sang the Angelus together...
 We had a marvelous wonderful time sharing authentic Mexican food from a restaurant in town - Mariachi Fiesta!  It has now become a family tradition and we hope that in 3 years it will still be going strong for us to do Cinco de Mayo in July!
 Gathered around my dad, who is the King of the castle in some ways... thanks honey for allowing my father to come and share his Faith and wisdom and work of prayer with our family! 

We are so blessed with our daughter's vocation of prayer and loving Jesus daily in sacrament and Word!
 My dad has been here since Birdie was born and has watched her grow over these last 3 months.  She is such a special wonderful good baby girl, and it was fun for Hallel to meet her and spend time with her, John and Bobbi, and Jude!
 Yes, I have shed tears last evening and at 6a when I got my last hug for a while.  I will have to go to KC probably in 6months to get another one.  She is going to France for at least 2 months Sept and October with an American girl, Little Sister Joyce, who is taking her first vows with The Community of the Lamb!http://www.communityofthelamb.org/
 Love you so much Hallel, and it is a JOY to share our family life with you on the farm for a few wonderful blessed days!
 Rose was very excited that she and Birdie had matching outfits!
 Rose and Susan/Hallel are called each other's names by my husband.  They are each the 4th child in their families and Rose gets used to being called Susan all the time.  She looks a lot like Susan did as a girl and Birdie looks a lot like Rose and my girls including Susan/Hallel!
Hallel with Jude, who really was happy to meet and spend time with his aunt, Hallel!
 The weather could not have been better!  I asked Hallel is she enjoyed the cooler weather we have had this week..."yes."
 Dad joined us for dessert and pictures.  He knew that the Sunday shirt had a purpose...
 With John's family.  John and Susan/Hallel are very close and this was good timing for her to be here and give him support as he is between jobs now.  Lots of prayers and Hallel reminded him that the Lord is in control and we need to trust in his plan and providence in this!
 Nancy's family, who used to live in KC and see Nancy weekly.  This was a treat for them to relax on the farm as they have big events ahead of them with a huge competition of Innovation through Our Sunday Visitor coming up in a month.  So exciting and talk about Trusting in Him!
 How they love to come to the farm and see cousins!  The 3 older beg to be on the farm and stay with Ruth in their newly remodeled farm house!  Nancy and Bill with the younger two are here, so it is peaceful for them with all the meeting they are in the midst of on line.  Early morning this morning with a 6a meeting just as Hallel was leaving for her return trip meeting with some friends on the way!
 13 of the nieces and nephews - missing Maria's 6!
 With 13 we need many attempts and someone is moving or closing their eyes!
 The sun was setting... a bit dark, but still a treasure
 Half of Josephine, and Birdie has had it... still a treasure!
 The girls...
 Birdie is sad or mad... the others are used to crying siblings so they smile through it.
 Ruth drives her tribe home, and calls out the window; "I love you Hallel."  Mom melts into tears.
 "I love you, Ruth."  Hallel

We have been surprised to find that yesterday was Blessed Solanus Casey's feast day, who was so huge for us since and during John's brain cancer.  Then today is another huge one - St Ignatius of Loyola, whose Ignatian retreat led to our conversion into The Church.  Dad and I are saying that they are a tag team!
https://familysoulstory.blogspot.com/p/the-amazing-story-of-13-becoming.html
https://familysoulstory.blogspot.com/p/johns-cancer-stories.html
 Josephine is so happy to be able to spend time with her Aunt Hallel!
 Hallel was really looking forward to seeing her family Bandzuch!  They had been very much in her weekly life in KC up until a year ago.  Josephine knows Hallel and the Sisters very well, and they miss her and her family!
 It was such a wonderful evening - touched by grace and our cup overflowed with a mix of JOY and sadness at her time coming to an end!
Hallel, who is allergic to cats, did not appreciate our cat saying goodbye as we enjoyed the perfect evening on the porch.  Thank you, Lord, for this surprise amazing gift of having our nun home for the first time in 3 years.  To share this time with my father, who is 95 and on hospice was such a special time.  We are so blessed by your love for us and may we return that to all those around us without counting the cost.  Give Hallel safe travels back to her family of the Lamb!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and hallelujah
 Love the family time on the farm and sharing our Faith as a family is our greatest JOY!  Bless-bless, Barbara and our farm family!


Thursday, July 30, 2020

Final day on the farm/"I will praise the LORD all my life;" Psalm 146/Hallel!/Grandpa coming into The Church assured me that it is the True Church!


The sudden decision the Holy Spirit had for us for Hallel to come back home with us on Sunday has led to a very wonderful family time!
 Nancy's #4 Dominic shows his dimply smile to have his aunt Hallel sit with him.  After living just a short time away for some years, Nancy was at the monastery each week for her hour of adoration and then a lot of Sundays to share mass with her sister, and her Community of the Lamb. 

Hallel was very excited to see Nancy and family after only last seeing her during MEA trip Nancy and I and her kids took down there last October.
 Josephine and Joy having a roaring contest.  They are in our group of 3 girls all the same age for a number of months - Josephine is now 4, Joy and Evangeline are still 3.  But they are great cousin friends that have fun together when they see each other!  How we love to see our grandkids being friends and having family fun!
Hallel with her George, who is 1 since Feb 13... I guess that would make him close to 1 1/2 soon.  A black eyed susan he picked for grandma makes it super special.

It is such a wonderful morning here- Hallel and Pat went to mass and then we had breakfast out on the porch.  Nancy and Bill and George joined us...
 Jude and George having their first ice cream cone, which is a  carry over tradition from our times in Michigan.  We would get many flavors of ice cream and cones to have for dessert after our huge family meals at night on the Big Lake!
 Jude was very happy to have this wonderful yummy treat and eating it on the porch made it better yet.  The cats were very happy when the last few bites of ice cream fell on the porch and they could share in the sweetness!
 A special family tradition now having a special meaning when we gather together to share time with our nun every 3 years or so.
 From Simon almost 16 in September to Birdie, who will be 3 months soon, with George crying and Gus looking down - a picture of LIFE!


 Mary is 14 and Birdie is our youngest at 3 months.
 Jude joins in... John has the 2 youngest of our grandkids - so many blessings we have been given and as Bobbi's mother said; "God blessed this little family many times."  Yes!

How wonderful to find an Hallel Psalm - 146 as the Psalm at mass today! Hallel is the first part of the word Hallelujah and means that - giving the Lord total praise and worship!  These words today speak of all the rich blessings that have been poured upon us and how we are experiencing that JOY these days of family time on the farm!
R.    Alleluia.
Praise the LORD, O my soul;
I will praise the LORD all my life;
I will sing praise to my God while I live.
R.     Blessed is he whose help is the God of Jacob.
Psalm 146
 Jude and George running to the swings and the sandbox.  One good thing about grandma wanting the kids with Hallel on the hay rack was that they all stayed outside to enjoy the evening swinging, climbing the big maple tree, and playing in the sandbox.  Great outdoor family time!
 These hay piles go all the way back to the bean field!  Over 500 bales this year and more to come! 
 Good clean (?) fun to be had for young and old!
 Peaceful Birdie Barbara in grandpa's big arms... "She is such a good girl."
 Smores around the fire pit that Pat made years ago when our girls were sitting around the campfire at night here in this same grove. 

Our summer vacations were going out to see the cows and calves in the back pasture in the back of the pickup and have campfires in the grove, play scrabble in the old pop up camper, and then go in to our own beds. 
 Hallel taking it all in - now the next generation experiencing the farm life she and her sisters and brother grew up with!  It touches me very deeply that Ruth embraced the life she grew up with and now has a better version than mine with her hard work and patience.  "Be life-giving" is her beautiful example to me as I long to learn at her feet!
 Adoration at 4a this morning - a beautiful bouquet to St Joseph has appeared and made me smile!
 Snapdraggons I think and such rich colors.
 Lifting up prayers to my Jesus through Mary and the family litanies of over 250 living and dead in our two families.  LOVE is flowing like a river!

The Alleluia before the Gospel rings so much of what we have been experiencing with Hallel's time with us...R. Alleluia, alleluia.
Open our heart, O Lord,
to listen to the words of your Son.
R. Alleluia, alleluia.

As we travel to mass with her, Hallel will mendicate the Gospel by reading each line 3 times and asking the Holy Spirit to show us the pearls to be found there for us personally.  So powerful and since Hallel joined 12 years ago, I have adopted their way of starting the night before reading the Gospel for the next day - I find myself quite excited to discover what the Lord wants to share with me!
 Nancy and Hallel sharing breakfast after mass on my porch with George.
 A neighbor, who follows me at adoration dropped off 3 dozen farm eggs and we enjoyed them for breakfast!
 A relaxed and beautiful morning with our nun... today is her last day here.  We are making the most of every minute we have with her here on the farm with her family. 
 George and Hallel in the sunlight this morning...
 Nancy and Bill had a meeting for the Innovation Competition they are finalists in.  They will go to Notre Dame on August 29th for the finals!  The name of their idea - Domestic Church!  LOVE!

Nancy was mentioning that many of the others are converts to The Church.  Nancy is a cradle Catholic, but gives my dad's story of coming into The Church as strongly giving her the realization that this is indeed The True Church!
https://familysoulstory.blogspot.com/p/the-amazing-story-of-13-becoming.html
Our Sunday Innovation challenge promo  Exciting times ahead for Nancy and Bill and how dad and I pray for them!

Hallel and dad at morning prayer sharing their faith!  Hallel was excited to tell my dad that it is a big feast day for him tomorrow - St Ignatius!  All of the family knows my dad's conversion story goes back to an Ignation Retreat he and mom were on 50 years ago and he was reading Isaiah 55:1-2 when he heard the Holy Spirit tell him to come into The Church.  "It is very Eucharistic!" 

Jesus, how I am overwhelmed by all that you pour out upon me! May I die to self so that you may live in me more richly and powerfully and completely.  I praise you to the highest heavens - Hallelujah to the highest!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
 Be still my heart!  My most Cherished Cross with some of his girls - Joy, Josephine, and Birdie!

This man is my champion for LIFE and family - the World needs lights!
https://familysoulstory.blogspot.com/p/my-most-cherished-cross-patrick-gerard.html

Bless-bless, Barbara and all
Birdie will grow into a wonderful Faith/Farm/Family girl!

Mary has started a new venture on the farm - she has entered the world of goat farming! We’ve agreed that she can purchase 10 females with the intention of being a production herd (or flock, I don’t know goats and terminology) versus being a show herd. She’s done the research on them and we support her investment. I’ve never seen a kid so excited to help with fencing in pasture space. Here’s to a new adventure!

Wonderful Mary is such a wonderful example to the younger members of our growing family - with each new member our LOVE grows bigger!  We are now up to 30!

O God beyond all praising
Cat Stevens - Morning has broken