Tuesday, November 5, 2019

"Blessed is the one who will dine in the Kingdom of God."/We can every day!!!/LOVE in us!

A most precious harvest picture from 6 years ago!  Nancy with Bernadette close to one and will be 7 in a little over a week, and Gus, who is now 8 1/2.   Our corn is now officially out!  We are wrapping up harvest this late crazy year!

Nancy is today on the road back from an unexpected trip to Pennsylvania for Bill's grandmother's sudden death in her sleep.  A lot of shock and sadness, yet knowing that they gathered to send her off to the arms of Jesus united sharing the heavenly banquet at her funeral mass is very comforting.
Now 5 years ago of Romeo on his baptism day held by loving and caring big sister, Therese, and white shirted little miracle boy Patrick at 2!

The deep attachment to Patrick is so real for me, as I shared in the traumatic birth filled with such fear as I have never experienced in my lifetime watching him die and possibly my daughter also!  Patrick was brought back to life and although he was the "sickest baby in NICU" he quickly recovered and is a healthy happy boy of today!  This grandma was called upon to baptize him in the middle of the night in the midst of NICU surrounded by doctors, nurses and ambulance personnel, and tiny premies reaching their tiny hands into the air in praise for LIFE and Patrick coming into The Church, where Jesus and Mary ministered to him along with all the Saints gathered in heaven!
https://familysoulstory.blogspot.com/p/the-story-of-little-lamb-grandson.html
Patrick holding his new baby brother, Hector, in March.

This is a big year for Patrick in The Church... he along with cousins Rose and Augustine will be receiving their First Communion!  My heart will certainly be with him on his special day as it looks like his and Rose's special days will overlap and he is 2 days away in Washington.  There is a cord that binds us with the sharing of the Sacraments, so I am praying much for the huge steps of First Reconciliation and First Communion - knowing that Patrick will place the utmost value and respect for these huge steps in his Faith journey!
Perfect baby Hector with his 5 older sibs in March.

I recall Patrick's older sister's and brother's First Communion, and how they truly took to heart the reality of Christ coming to them in His Body and Blood in the Eucharist!  How we love Our Lord, and would cross raging streams in a flood or climb the highest mountain, or inconvenience ourselves if we were at one of our children's sporting event in another town... in other words we LOVE to come to the banquet laid out for us in the Kingdom of God and would never miss it!
Little Dave's turn to hold his baby brother a few months back!

How the Gospel today held us accountable to show our LOVE for Jesus by answering his invitation to come to "dine in the Kingdom of God!"  How pointless and shallow do the excuses of those invited, but had better things to do.  How can anything be more important or better?
'Come, everything is now ready.'
But one by one, they all began to excuse themselves.
The first said to him,
'I have purchased a field and must go to examine it;
I ask you, consider me excused.'
And another said, 'I have purchased five yoke of oxen
and am on my way to evaluate them;
I ask you, consider me excused.'
And another said, 'I have just married a woman,
and therefore I cannot come.' Luke 14

Yes, we recognize that we are weak and crippled and lame and blind and we need our Lord for healing and give the control over to Him!
The 18 together this summer!  The oldest 5... Simon, Mary, Therese, and both Big Dave and Little Dave have now received their first Communion and come to the table of LIFE/LOVE/LIGHT each week!  This year we will add Augustine, Patrick and Rose as we celebrate with them receiving this life-giving healing gift of all gifts that they can come to Him with each new day!

 In Catholic School they have mass each week, and Maria with her homeschool does manage to get to daily mass during the week.
 Father Wolfe did this to make a point... He baptized baby Joy in the midst of the huge First Communion mass the year that Big Dave took his First Communion!

The point he was making... I baptized all these children, and where have they been for these last 7 years?  "Please bring your children back each week to receive their Lord in Word, Body and Blood.  This is where they find LIFE/LOVE/LIGHT and where they can go forth armed with Faith to face the world!"

Amazing St Paul today in Romans 12...
"Do not grow slack in zeal,
be fervent in spirit,
serve the Lord.
Rejoice in hope,
endure in affliction,
persevere in prayer.
Contribute to the needs of the holy ones,
exercise hospitality.
Bless those who persecute you,
bless and do not curse them.
Rejoice with those who rejoice,
weep with those who weep.
Have the same regard for one another;
do not be haughty but associate with the lowly."
Such a wonderful picture of the 8 on Joy's Baptism and Dave's first Communion shared!  How Father honored their openness to LIFE and raising LIGHTS!  A lesson taught by my husband and now our extended family motto we live by!
https://familysoulstory.blogspot.com/p/my-most-cherished-cross-patrick-gerard.html
 Father Paul a few weeks later with little Dave!  A huge moment in the life of Dave and continues to this day!
"He who comes to Communion loses himself in God,
as a drop of water in the ocean.
They can be no more separated." - St John Vianney


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"His union with those whom He loves
surpasses every union
of which one might conceive, and
cannot be compared with any model.

 Therefore even Scripture needed many illustrations to be able
to express that connection, since one would not suffice. 
In one place it employs the figures of an inhabitant and a dwelling,
in another those of a vine and branch, here that of a marriage,
there that of members and a head.


None of those figures is adequate for that union, for it is
impossible from these to attain to the exact truth.  Above all
it is necessary that the union should conform to friendship -
yet what could be adequate for divine love?



 ...So I come to that which is strangest.  To whom else could one
be more closely united than to oneself?  Yet this very unity is inferior
to that union.  For each of the spirits of the blessed ones is identical
with himself, yet it is united to the Saviour more than to him.  
It loves the Saviour more than itself."



Nicholas Cabasilas (+ 1392)

Greek monk, mystic, bishop
Patrick and Rose on the day that little Dave took his First Communion 2 1/2 years ago.  In May on the same day they will be receiving Jesus in their First Eucharist!  They will be united in The Eucharist as our entire family is each Sunday!
Danielle Rose - See you in the Eucharist
Danielle Rose explains - See you in the Eucharist
Jesus is calling out to me today!  It is adoration and it has been a long time as I pray for Fr Todd with 7 Sisters on Friday in front of the tabernacle.  I do miss my hour, so I am thinking that I will do my rosary time with Jesus face to face.. the most wonderful hours of my week!

Jesus, you sent your servants out to gather us for your feast in the Kingdom of heaven...'Go out quickly into the streets and alleys of the town
and bring in here the poor and the crippled,
the blind and the lame.'  Yes, Lord, I am weak and crippled and bind and lame and I am nothing without YOU!  May I follow after you carrying/dragging my Most Cherished Cross and finding LIFE/LOVE/LIGHT!  I long to be always with you and leave the darkness of sin and death behind.  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
Love this from 2 1/2 years ago!  3 beautiful girls always united by Faith/Family/Farm!  Bless-bless, Barb
 Sweet Joy now!!!  She makes me smile and giggle a lot!
The farm family in the midst of picking up 700+ bales.  Faith/Family/Farm indeed describes our lives!
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Peter Mayer - Holy Now
Danielle Rose - The Saint that is just me
John's finding faith through brain cancer... the journey continues - Prayers please for his path that lies ahead with where the Lord wants him.

Monday, November 4, 2019

"...by virtue of the mercy shown to you, they too may now receive mercy."/Falll work wrapping up

 Grandma was pulling her stunts!  Getting the kids out in the field on some of the last bales to be picked up... all 700+ of them!

Joy and I even brought the baby kitten along and it perched on Mary's shoulder.  It seems that there is usually a cute kitten in the pictures.
 My loaded wagon waits while I snap away the memory of this late crazy year we have had like no other!
 Fresh air or should we say cold and brisk wind!
 Mom and dad knew to give in to me... so they took a few minutes to get out of their tractors.  Luke in grandma's jacket as he forgot to bring his in the hurry.
 Please can we get this over with!!!  is the title of this one!

I find myself filled with the realization that I am a piece of work and have a lot of improving to do in my life.  It has made a lot of my inspiration evaporate and a sense of dread take over.  The words of St Paul to the Romans today in Romans 11 did ring a small bell within me as it is how I begin my prayers morning and night...
"...by virtue of the mercy shown to you,
they too may now receive mercy.
For God delivered all to disobedience,
that he might have mercy upon all."  Romans 11

This is how I pray for this in my own words; "May I return to others the unconditional love and mercy I have been given.  Most especially to those the closest to me."
 We only had one more round to take off the field, so this was cutting it very close.

How can I be critical of others when I see with the eyes of my heart how much I need to change and do better?  The realization that I am still loved by my Lord and His Mother takes me to her Immaculate heart and cares for me and takes my needs to her Son.  I am filled to overflowing each day with so much from my wonderful Church - today Jesus comes to me in Word and Sacrament, His Mother bends her loving ear to me in the rosary, St Charles Borromeo is celebrated today and lifts my thoughts and prayers to him and all the Saints that are gathered with Jesus in heaven forever.... how I pray for that day to come for myself!
 Two weeks ago I had just gotten back with Nancy and her 5 from some days with Hallel, her Community of the Lamb, sharing with her Jesus, her spouse, in Word, Body and Blood each day!

This fills me with so much HOPE and LOVE and the Mercy that comes to me unconditionally, yet I long to return what I have been given to all those around me.  The hardest are those the closest to me!
 How I need to cling to this Truth and incorporate it better in my life!  "Wounded I will never cease to love."  The Cross is described by this and the spotless Lamb, who died for me!  Talk about LOVE and Mercy that made the Cross into the Tree of LIFE!
Appropriate that we gathered under the Most Cherished Cross just as we were to leave Hallel and our family of the Lamb!  By embracing our Most Cherished Cross we find LIFE/LOVE/LIGHT!

Jesus, today in the Gospel you tell us to invite"...Rather, when you hold a banquet,
invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, the blind;
blessed indeed will you be because of their inability to repay you.
For you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous."  Yes, Lord we cannot expect to be treated any way special in return for our showing others the Mercy we have been given by you.  There is often no acknowledgment of our struggles to love them in return.  The hurt might continue, yet we are called to forgive and show them unconditional love and forgiveness over and over and over.  The Lamb is our model and our Truth in the face of all that hurts us, add to that our own weakness and sinfulness.  We are so blessed to have the Sacrament of Reconciliation there for us as often as we need.  Your nail scarred hands open to us to embrace us with your LOVE!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
Walking out to the chickens today... seeing my empty garden done for this year!  Just a few months ago we are in the midst of such bounty and working side by side with Ruth and Pat and of course, Joy Jean (JJ), who took this picture.  The seasons are a changing, and winter is on the heels of this ending of fall work.  We are grateful for the window we have to get all our work done!  Bless-bless, Barb 

“Would you like me to teach you how to grow from virtue to virtue
and how, if you are already recollected at prayer, you can be even
more attentive next time, and so give God more pleasing worship? Listen, and I will tell you.

If a tiny spark of God’s love already burns within you,
do not expose it to the wind, for it may get blown out.
Keep the stove tightly shut
so that it will not lose its heat and grow cold.
In other words, avoid distractions as well as you can.

Stay quiet with God.
Do not spend your time in useless chatter.”

St. Charles Borromeo
Italy ~ 1538 -1584
Archbishop of Milan, Cardinal
Towering figure of the Catholic Reformation
Key player - Council of Trent
Lived life of great humility and austerity,
always striving for holiness 
Patron saint of catechists and seminarians
Feast Day - November 4
Yes, Lord, there is a spark at least.... How I long to be with you in heaven forever and see my sister, my 7 children, my 5 grandchildren and all my dearly departed dead.  How I pray for them to be with you in heaven!
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Casting Crowns - East to the West
Jeremy Camp - Dead man walking
Danielle Rose - True LOVE/The Cross

Sunday, November 3, 2019

Mass and picking up bales/family pictures on the fly

Joy not happy to be up on the bale, but grandma likes the clouds all around her, so...
 Happy to be on the ground.
 A little break for pictures.
 Bale silhouettes...
 Waiting for my turn means time for pictures.
Ruth and Paul team...
 Paul reading and his 3 oldest looking on at mass today.
LOVE Jesus on the Cross and all that means for me...

Friday, November 1, 2019

"longing to be like the Saints:happy to live near God..."/Luke and Evie's birthdays and Hallel's Feast Day!

 A picture of Evangeline under her birthday sign this morning wearing a dress that older sister, Therese made for her day from her mother's bridesmaid dress!  She is fabulous 3 today!

Three years ago I rushed to Children's Hospital in St Louis as she was airlifted there from the Fort Leonard wood base Hospital where she was born.  They felt she wasn't breathing quite right so they sent her there while mom was recovering from her C-section.  I drove the 10 hours to be there with my new granddaughter and a day later Maria and Therese joined me.  She was the healthiest baby in there and in short order - about 3 days we brought her home for her baptism day.
Fruit loops for breakfast on her birthday is a rare special treat! We love you Evie and wish we could be there to celebrate with you!
 This funny and sweet boy is also having a birthday today!  Luke Paul is 6 and started Kindergarten this fall.  He keeps a smile on our faces with his stories and love of gab!
 Ruth had her theme this year of cereal characters... Joy the Honey nut bumblebee, Luke is Tony the Tiger, Rose is the Trix bunny, David is a Wheeties athlete, Mary is the cookie Crisp fox, and Simon is the Corn flakes chicken, and Ruth is the Lucky Charms leprechaun.
 The face paint was super cold for the Trix bunny rabbit, so she had a bit of a pained face.
Bales as far as the eyes can see... we have 600 to pick up in the next 2 days!  This was one of the first Halloweens that their dad , Paul, missed as he baled until 2a.  Such a crazy fall this is!  Praying for safety for the farmers and the bale haulers and loaders and unloaders...
The cutest little honey bee!!
 We are all impressed and amazed at 11 year old Therese's sewing abilities!  Such a wonderful thoughtful gift this is for her little sister.  Maria says that Therese works wonders with a sewing machine!
 The Saint crew in Delano for All Saints Day at St Maximilian School!
Dominic is Juan Diego, Josephine is St Gianna, Gus is St Maximilian Kolbe, Bernadette is St Kateri, and George is St George the Dragon slayer... It looks like he got one under his thumb!

Sharing mass with Pat last night at the college, praying for Fr Todd during a Latin mass at noon going on with the readings read and preached again, Reading the Office of readings about how we are longing to be like the Saints - Happy to live near God... These words of Truth from Pope Benedict XVI...
"To become saints means to fulfill completely what we already are, raised to the dignity of God's adopted children in Christ Jesus...” … “This, then, is the meaning of today’s Solemnity looking at the shining example of the Saints to reawaken within us the great longing to be like them:  happy to live near God, in His light, in the great family of God’s friends.  Being a Saint means living close to God, to live in His family…” Pope Benedict XVI
Paul is s speck behind them baling corn stalk bales for bedding over the winter.

Yes, my entire being longs to be close to my Lord now and always and for all that separates me from being totally his to vanish!
Beloved, we are God's children now;
what we shall be has not yet been revealed.
We do know that when it is revealed we shall be like him,
for we shall see him as he is.
Everyone who has this hope based on him makes himself pure,
as he is pure.
I John 3 from the second reading today at mass
 Joy had on a cow costume for part of the day with her baby kitty...

When Hallel chose her name meaning total praise of God, what better feast day than all Saints Day when the Saints in heaven are all gathered together giving their God total praise and worship?  Yes, this is her feast day and rightfully so!
Now she is adorable smiling bumble bee!

Jesus, I want to be all yours and my only goal is to be in heaven forever with you, Mary, the Saints and Angels.  I am eternally grateful to your glorious Bride, The Church for helping me on the narrow path carrying/dragging my Most Cherished Cross.  Jesus, we trust in you.  Bless-bless, Barb

"Saints of God, perfected in love and victorious
over sin, who now enjoy the reward of adoring Our Lord face to face in everlasting JOY and GLORY:

            Be gracious to remember us, flawed and failing, who still struggle on earth, who kneel here adoring Our Lord hidden in the tabernacle, who long for the day when we too will be made like Him and will see Him as He is.

              Gather around us here in His Eucharistic Presence to strengthen us with your prayers and to enrich our feeble worship with the mighty chorus of your praise.  Teach us by your example to love Him above all things, so that we too may become the pure in heart to see God, who enjoy with you the eternal blessed fellowship of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen."



From Jesus, We Adore You,

Prayers Before the Blessed Sacrament

Paul Thigpen
Danielle Rose - The saint that is just me