Monday, December 2, 2019

"Peace be within you."/Things we don't like are good for us/Advent means "coming"

John and baby Jude at mass yesterday... today they are sick with colds.  John claims to be whiney and Jude happy.

Pat and I are so impressed with how good Jude is at mass each week.  "They are used to being there and it is normal for them to be quiet and good." from my husband the wise!
 I am still filled with so much peace and happiness after my time with our daughter, Little Sister Hallel, and her amazing Community of the Lamb!  As Pat said; "We had about 3 hours of Adoration each day" with special time after morning and evening prayer.

With Advent comes the hooded cape, which many put over their heads in prayer and rest!  There is much today in the first reading and the Psalm about that inner temple where we are united in prayer with Jesus through The Holy Spirit in our hearts, minds and souls!
I rejoiced because they said to me,
"We will go up to the house of the LORD."
And now we have set foot
within your gates, O Jerusalem.
R. Let us go rejoicing to the house of the Lord.
Because of my relatives and friends
I will say, "Peace be within you!"
Because of the house of the LORD, our God,
I will pray for your good.
R. Let us go rejoicing to the house of the Lord.
Psalm 122

I find such a deep place of peace and prayer inside myself when I am gifted with these great periods of deep prayer and Adoration!
 Able to pray during morning prayer on Friday for my 7 sisters priest, Fr Todd, in front of their humble wooden tabernacle and Jesus in the Monstrance!
 After we maundicate the Gospel by repeating each line 3 times and then singing/chanting it twice... there is a period of silence and pondering how there are echoes of the reading in the old and new Testament.  So powerful as they share these deep and amazing insights!

So honored and privileged to be able to share in the life of prayer and dishes and so much more with my daughter and her amazing life as a nun!  I discerned a call myself, and was reminded a few years back that I have my nun now because of that call to discern a life as a bride of Christ!
https://familysoulstory.blogspot.com/p/the-amazing-story-of-13-becoming.html
 Our final meal with only our daughter in the parlor having our bowls of coffee and tea.
Hands raised in supplication and praise as Jesus is Adored and is placed on the altar for Adoration - such deep and heartfelt times of prayer shared with my daughter and her family of the Lamb!

Today the Gospel is the most wonderful story of the Centurion with the suffering servant in his home...  His words to Jesus when he says that he will come and heal him is very familiar and makes me smile with great JOY!
The centurion said in reply,
"Lord, I am not worthy to have you enter under my roof;
only say the word and my servant will be healed...."  Matthew 8

I don't think I have ever shared this story with Hallel, so she is probably not smiling like I am as she spends great time today "chewing/Maundicating" this Gospel.  Some years back when Rose was about 3 or 4 she was asking her mom where her name was in the mass... as the year before Rose had recognized her name - "rose again" in the Creed and found that to be so wonderful to the point that we still call her Rose Again and look at her when we say this in the Creed!  "I know mom...'I am not worthy to have you enter under my Ruth!' "
 Joy at mass yesterday, and we certainly hear her name often in the readings and the prayers of mass!

My dad points out to me the beauty of the words from the Collect each day as mass begins and today is a beautiful example of this...
Collect
Keep us alert, we pray, O Lord our God,
as we await the advent of Christ your Son,
so that, when he comes and knocks,
he may find us watchful in prayer
and exultant in his praise.
Who lives and reigns with you in the unity of the Holy Spirit,
one God, for ever and ever.

I read this today about the meaning of Advent and it is powerful indeed to recognize that Jesus is always with us!

"As we are searching for God, the good news is that God is searching for us.  Better yet, He has found us.  The great question is not whether
we have found God but whether we have found ourselves being found by God.  
God is not lost.  We were, or, as the case may be, we are. ...
Here is what St. Paul says: “It is full time now for you to wake from sleep.”  He is telling us to wake up the gift already given.  This season of the Church’s calendar is called Advent, which means “coming”.  Christ came, Christ comes, Christ will come again.  There is no time–past, present,
or future–in which Jesus the Christ is not God with us.  He was with you yesterday, is with you today, and will be with you tomorrow. 

So we are invited to give up our searching 
and let ourselves be found by the One who wants to be with us, and to have us with Him, forever."

Fr. Richard John Neuhaus, God With Us

She looks like my girls and I know that they are adoring Jesus in their inner temples as is John and All our family!
 What JOY sharing an Advent Feast on the first week of Advent that lies ahead of us!
 The snow is very beautiful and really seems that winter is now here along with Advent!  It does seem that they go together as Pat was saying how the earth under the snow lies dormant for months - about 5, but then it produces so much to feed the world!  Quite miraculous!
 It looks like the chickens are here to stay!  Although I am not really happy about this... I do see that it is good for me to trudge through the snow and care for them.
 A pretty sight I would not have seen if I did not have the chickens to tend to and the eggs to pick before they are frozen solid.
 I needed warm boots today to do something I did not like to do, but was good for me.  Isn't that true of many things in our life which we dread and not really like at all... but it is good for us to die to self and serve without counting the cost....  Well, maybe we count it and complain a little bit.
Snow cover with ice underneath seems to be the way we start our winters.
 So special to seen the strings of lights bringing light and warmth into the long dark cold winters here.  The hectic times of harvest have now stopped and we care for the animals on the farm - no longer can they be in the pastures.  Winter has come and Advent is here as we know our Jesus came, comes each moment of each day and is coming!
 Pail with eggs and bringing them water.
Casting a long shadow on the white carpet of snow by the bright winter sun.

Jesus, we are called to love and to serve you with all that we do each new day.  May we die to self so that you may live in us and we may become your hands and feet.  How we love that you come to us always and we are never far from your LOVE!  May we follow you down the narrow path as we carry/drag our Most Cherished Cross finding LOVE/LIFE/LIGHT with you forever in heaven with Mary, the Saints and Angels!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
 Many times I have come to KC without my Most Cherished Cross, so it was so wonderful to have him beside me experiencing their life.  Thank you, Lord!
 My own cape and hood as I am allowed to share in their prayer and witness their LOVE for Jesus as they answer the Call much like Mary - "I am the handmaiden of the Lord; let it be to me according to your Word" (Luke 1:38).
 Tears of great JOY were not far from the surface... as my kids say to me; "What else is new mom."  Yes, I cry a lot happy or sad!
 Jesus on the altar and deep love and prayers fill my inner temple with Peace and great JOY!  Fruits of the Spirit indeed!  Bless-bless, Barb
Hear our prayer, O Lord, with the help of your Beloved Mother Mary Most Holy!

Sharing again this amazing letter Susan/Hallel sent to Nancy on the occasion of her engagement to Bill!
Nancy, Look I am writing you a letter... aren't you impressed? Well, you better be because both you and I know how often this happens. I am writing to tell you now extremely excited I am about your engagement to Bill. I have to admit, when I got the news I wasn't really shocked but that night as it sunk in during adoration and the next day during mass I was so happy. My heart overflowed with joy for you. How beautiful to know that you have found your... most cherished cross. While I have never had the experience of being married, from what I hear is that he will truly be your cross. But not your cross as human eyes look at it, as a thing to run away from, as a thing of torture but rather as that which is
truly the tree of life. It is only when clinging to the cross that one can truly live, it is the source of all life and of all love. Your marriage to Bill will be this, not something to run away from when it gets hard and when it hurts, but something to hold tight to, especially when it hurts because it is in this that you will find life and love. Know that it is through your marriage that Jesus wants to show you his great love for you and also that the best example that you can give to the world of Christ's love is a marriage lived in truth. So, in other words, know that I am so happy for you and that I love you a whole lot. Know that you are in my prayers during this crazy time of wedding planning; that you may not go crazy but rather learn to love each other better and that you may both have great joy and great peace. Remember to pray for me too! God Bless, Your little Sister Hallel
Danielle Rose - True LOVE/The Cross
I wept as we sang this acapela after receiving Jesus in His Body and Blood at mass yesterday!
O Come, O Come, Emmanuel by King and Country

Newsboys - WE Believe
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Happy Feast Day
Saint Bibiana (Viviana, Vivian or Vibiana)
Died: 363
Feastday: December 2
Patronage: single women, epileptics, hangovers, headaches, insanity, mental illness, torture victims
Saint Bibiana was a virgin and martyr who suffered persecution under Apronianus, Governor of Rome. After Bibiana’s parents were martyred she and her sister, Demetria, were left to suffer in poverty. Demetria died after confessing her faith, but Bibiana was left to endure greater suffering. She was sent to a woman of ill repute who in vain endeavored to seduce her and have her renounce her faith. When this failed Bibiana was then tied to a pillar and beaten with scourges until she died.


Brick House in the City
Did you know that Fred Rogers & Henri Nouwen were dear friends and pen pals? Knowing the work and philosophy of these two men, it is easy to see how they are truly kindred spirits and how they influenced one another’s work.
In this letter they share write feeling hurt – specifically church hurt. Henri went on to say - “I read the article you sent me and can very well understand how much that must have hurt you. It must be really painful to be confronted with a total misunderstanding of your mission and your spiritual intentions. It is these little persecutions within the church that hurt the most. I simply hope you are not too surprised by them. They come and will keep coming precisely when you do something significant for the Kingdom.
It has always struck me that the real pain comes often from the people whom we expected real support. It was Jesus’ experience and the experience of all the great visionaries in the Church, and it continues to be the experience of many who are committed to Jesus.”
I wanted to specifically share with you all this letter, because I know I have felt this pain before, and I am guessing many of you have too. It brought me so much solace to know that two of my heroes have been there before, felt those feelings, and still loved their neighbors in such radical ways.
Henri & Fred, intercede for us.


Sunday, December 1, 2019



First Sunday of Advent tears and JOYS!/Snow!!/Let us walk in the light of the Lord

 First Sunday of Advent feast on the farm after sharing mass together!  Ruth's family and John's make for a large joyfilled group gathered sharing our Faith shared in Jesus, Mary and The Church!

Advent is one of waiting and preparing for our receiving Jesus in the flesh as the Incarnation and when He returns again to take us all to heaven forever with Him, Mary and all the Angels and Saints!
These words from St Paul to the Romans today made smile everytime that I read it...

Romans 13
"Brothers and sisters:
You know the time;
it is the hour now for you to awake from sleep.
For our salvation is nearer now than when we first believed;
the night is advanced, the day is at hand.
Let us then throw off the works of darkness
and put on the armor of light;
let us conduct ourselves properly as in the day..."  
Yes, we are each day of our journey closer to our salvation and the time of our Lord's taking us with Him to heaven forever!
 The Advent wreath!  Fall on your knees!  Pat and I have a plan to pray morning and night including the readings for mass each day.
 Jude with his dad  was as usual so good in church!  He spent time with David and Rose Again holding him.
 Joy was good too, caring for her baby doll.
 Walking was difficult due to the snow and ice, so grandpa Pat carried Jude to the car after mass...
 David wants a hat like that too, Jude!
 It's pretty, but makes it hard for the farmers getting their cattle on dry bedding and clear away the snow.
A pretty scene with the fresh snowfall.
 It feels like Christmas is on the way with the snow all around.

After Communion/Eucharist we suddenly sang "Oh Come, Oh Come Emmanuel" with only the beautiful voices of those leading the singing.  I had the tears of JOY flood me for some reason at the beaconing of our Lord to come to us... how I long for this with my whole heart, mind and soul!
O Come O Come Emmanuel
O Come O Come Emmanuel - King and Country
 Mary surrounded by white and snow fills us with the strong sense of waiting for our Lord and Savior in all humility and Truth!  How we long for you with each new day, O Lord!
 O Come, O Come, Emmanuel!  Jesus, we long for you to dwell more and more in our hearts now and forever.  For Pat and I to come closer to each other with you foremost in our shared lives through our Sacrament lived out as the two become one!  Jesus, we love you and trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
 A fresh egg from our chickens this morning added to our eggs for our shared family breakfast on the farm had a double yoke!  As Rose said - "they would have  been twins!"
 6 year old Luke, 7 year old Rose and 2 1/2 year old Joy in front of their Christmas tree by the big picture window where the tree always was when Ruth was growing up here in this house!
 The tree seems appropriate to celebrate this beginning of Advent with the Advent candle lit!
 The farm family make our hearts swell with LOVE , JOY and Gratitude for all their cheerful hard work on the farm and sharing our faith as a family!  Faith/Family/Farm is such a wonderful blessing for us!
Family meals fill our stomachs and our hearts with happiness.
 Snowy outside and warm on the inside!
 Joy and mom by the Christmas tree on one of mom's alfghans.
 A study of mom and baby girl...
 One more...
 Love my old new picture window and that it is now appreciated by Ruth and family!  I miss my angel which went out with the old one...

Happy Advent to one and all!!!  Bless-bless, Barb
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Nancy's day after Advent craft!  Making a melty bead nativity using her Saint cross-stitch book!
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Mary and Jesus
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