Friday, June 11, 2021

"O Blood and water that gushed forth from the heart of Jesus, have mercy on me"/Strawberries and baby kittens!

Grandma spent a quick hour with the two Verly grandkids while dad ran errands - grandma had along a little strawberry outfit I had hanging waiting for summer which is here indeed!  Quickly I found a red polo for Jude in his drawer and the craziness of getting a 1 and 2 year old together smiling...put a blanket on the floor and lay them side by side for a few precious seconds!
The thermometer said 102 in the car and I found these two pulling weeds and playing in water in Ruth's wonderful garden.  She was sad to see major damage done by David's ducks.  
Grandma had to meet some new kittens that they found in the hay...
I smiled to find...
The official welcome of our #20 grandchild appeared on our weathered red barn!  Thanks Paul!  The tall grass lets me know there will soon be cows and calves allowed in to eat the grass.
Maggie is now 4 weeks old and will be officially one month tomorrow on June 12th.  Time sure flies!
Yes, had to go out and record rain drops in a small puddle this morning.  "Maybe enough to tide us over, but we need inches not tenths."  From hubby after praying long and hard for rain!
Open up the heavens, O Lord!  I have been reading so much today about the water that came from the heart of Jesus on the Cross and how it refreshes and cleanses as the vision of the water coming from the temple.  How we need that life-giving water, O Lord!
Robin babies have mom and dad robin flying back and forth constantly!

Puddles are gone already and the sun is back.
I see 3 and they stayed dry under the porch eves!

Life-giving waters please come!

So lifted up after my hour praying with 7 Sisters for my priest friend, Fr Denny!  In order to share with him in prayer I do the Office of  Readings and Morning Prayer on my ibreviary on my phone.  Today being the Feast of the Sacred Heart of Jesus - this amazing  sharing filled me with wonder and awe!
From a work by Saint Bonaventure, bishop
(Opusculum 3, Lignum vitae, 29-30.47: Opera omnia 8, 79)

With you is the source of life


Take thought now, redeemed man, and consider how great and worthy is he who hangs on the cross for you. His death brings the dead to life, but at his passing heaven and earth are plunged into mourning and hard rocks are split asunder.

It was a divine decree that permitted one of the soldiers to open his sacred side with a lance. This was done so that the Church might be formed from the side of Christ as he slept the sleep of death on the cross, and so that the Scripture might be fulfilled: They shall look on him whom they pierced. The blood and water which poured out at that moment were the price of our salvation. Flowing from the secret abyss of our Lord’s heart as from a fountain, this stream gave the sacraments of the Church the power to confer the life of grace, while for those already living in Christ it became a spring of living water welling up to life everlasting.

Arise, then, beloved of Christ! Imitate the dove that nests in a hole in the cliff, keeping watch at the entrance like the sparrow that finds a home. There like the turtledove hide your little ones, the fruit of your chaste love. Press your lips to the fountain, draw water from the wells of your Savior; for this is the spring flowing out of the middle of paradise, dividing into four rivers, inundating devout hearts, watering the whole earth and making it fertile.

Run with eager desire to this source of life and light, all you who are vowed to God’s service. Come, whoever you may be, and cry out to him with all the strength of your heart. “O indescribable beauty of the most high God and purest radiance of eternal light! Life that gives all life, light that is the source of every other light, preserving in everlasting splendor the myriad flames that have shone before the throne of your divinity from the dawn of time! Eternal and inaccessible fountain, clear and sweet stream flowing from a hidden spring, unseen by mortal eye! None can fathom your depths nor survey your boundaries, none can measure your breadth, nothing can sully your purity. From you flows the river which gladdens the city of God and makes us cry out with joy and thanksgiving in hymns of praise to you, for we know by our own experience that with you is the source of life, and in your light we see light.
I had to go and see the hole in his ribs that pierced his sacred heart!  The first reading from St Paul to the Romans is so powerful in light of the Gospel today where the soldier takes the lance and pierces his heart!
From the letter of the apostle Paul to the Romans
8:28-39

The love of God is revealed in Christ


We know that God makes all things work together for the good of those who have been called according to his decree. Those whom he foreknew he predestined to share the image of his Son, that the Son might be the first-born of many brothers. Those he predestined he likewise called; those he called he also justified; and those he justified he in turn glorified.

What shall we say after that? If God is for us, who can be against us? Is it possible that he who did not spare his own Son but handed him over for the sake of us all will not grant us all things besides? Who shall bring a charge against God’s chosen ones? God, who justifies? Who shall condemn them? Christ Jesus, who died or rather was raised up, who is at the right hand of God and who intercedes for us?

Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Trial, or distress, or persecution, or hunger, or nakedness, or danger, or the sword? As Scripture says: “For your sake we are being slain all the day long; we are looked upon as sheep to be slaughtered.” Yet in all this we are more than conquerors because of him who has loved us.

For I am certain that neither death nor life, neither angels nor principalities, neither the present nor the future, nor powers, neither height nor depth nor any other creature, will be able to separate us from the love of God that comes to us in Christ Jesus, our Lord.

Wow!  This is so powerful today!
After sharing with Father the prayer of the Church, which was literally out of this world today... I prayed the Chaplet of Divine Mercy.

Each day at 3p after we shared the rosary together, we would go right to the chaplet and we would repeat - "O Blood and water which gushed forth from the heart of Jesus, we trust in you."
So powerful today as I prayed in the silent peaceful church - especially wonderful after my hour with Jude and Birdie and their activity all around me - I went up under the huge lifesized Crucifix to look at his wound and contemplate how much this means for us all!  "For the sake of his sorrowful passion, have mercy on us."
I am glad that it is not truly gory here, yet we know that it was in reality.  LOVE this sharing in the Meditation of the Day from the Magnificat by St Ida (2000), who founded the Society of the Sacred Heart of Jesus.
Love how she talks about a parent's and unconditional forgiveness for their child...  Jesus to us - "I love you - even if it costs me my life."  Undeserving as we are... he died for us!


Phil and Kim today in Detroit!  Blessed Solanus Casey is our hero with the saints during John's battle with brain cancer 12 years ago!

 A few more of 1 year old Birdie - soon to walk in her strawberry outfit!  So fitting as Maria makes Sacred hearts and Immaculate hearts using strawberries!
Walk Birdie!
Brother Victor about roses and Mary the Mother of God!
Also St Barnabas on his feast day!


I'm cute 
One this way too?

Not fast enough...
Some good ones with brother and a zip lock bag...
my toes...
Yeah!
About as good as it gets!
I's yelling and I don't know why?  Bless-bless, Barbara and Birdie Barbara too!
Chaplet of Divine Mercy


 

Thursday, June 10, 2021

"Try to put in the hearts of your children a love for home." St Mother Teresa/First rose for Maggie/The LIGHT of the Gospel/44years today!

The weekend before I met Pat, or should I say that I noticed him for the first time... 44 years ago today I came to the wedding of my best friend from college - it was hot and I came on the bus and was dropped off on Main Street with no idea of how to find her farm.  I went to the pay phone and called Verlys and found Joe Verly at home.  Of course, Margie's family would be at the grooms supper!  They suggested I try the Chalet Club and sure enough that was where they were.  Marge sent her brother, Don, to pick me up!
after

This picture is such a gift.. it is literally the first time I saw Pat as I walked into the groom's dinner that night! 
I was kind of dense and invited myself to stay at the farm during the wedding.  With their large family, it was pretty bold of me!  I guess I made an impression on my future mother-in-law though with my rosary beside my bed - she noticed this and pointed out to Pat that would be the kind of girl to look for.  I guess that I got Pat's interest too,when I sunbathed in my two piece swimsuit in the back yard saying my rosary - swimsuit and rosary make a knock out combination!  Pat struck me as a very easy person to talk to - much like one of my brothers would be.  I sprained my ankle very badly at the wedding dance, and he found me some crutches and cared for me so sweetly - I was smitten!

A few weeks after the wedding 44 years ago.  It was a hot day on the 10th - in the 90s like today, but it looks like the rain was good too!  We are so much praying for rain here as we are getting so dry in this heat wave.50 years ago when I first met Pat's sister at the U of M... we met at Welcome Week and stayed friends - that summer we hitch-hiked out West and got as far as Boulder, CO.  I was prayed over to stop the pack of cigarette habit I had taken up my first year of college and haven't smoked since, my first night out there.  


I went Catholic from my time there and Marge/RaTerra went New Age... kind of hard to figure.  We are now sister-in-laws and I pray for without ceasing that she may find Jesus and His Bride, The Church!

Knowing that today was special for me...  When I went to a daily devotion by St Mother Teresa this spoke so powerfully to me!  I have to smile at the young woman, Barbara Cross, and how I loved to live at home with my huge wonderful family!  I lived at home and commuted to college in St Paul - St Catherine's!  I graduated college and became a nurse and worked 6 months in Little Sisters of the Poor Nursing Home to get my experience and lived at home.  I got my job at HCMC as a neuro nurse and lived at home!  Finally my mother suggested that I might like to get my own place as I was about 22 and helping my washing the bathrooms 2 times a week for our family of 13!  So, I got the message and found a 3rd floor apartment one block away!  That is called loving my home!

And I see something very similar with Pat - he moved into a house with 2 guys just a mile down the road from his parent's home on the farm... the same house which became our home when we married and where we had our 4 girls. It only lasted a few months and when I noticed him at Margie's wedding 44 years ago - he was living at home. When we had our first date and talked about each of us wanting to have a large family like we grew up with... our love of our homes was huge in that shared desire!


A picture of Maggie Rose yesterday on her 4 week birthday in her wonderful swing where you can find her between feedings and being held by one sibling or another!
So peaceful but mom says that she is awake more, but still wonderful at night! That means so much with her hubby deployed for at least another month! Thanks Maggie Rose for being such a sweet wonderful baby girl for your family.

Her grandpa, Pat, keeps saying that he wants to get out there and meet grandchild #20 for the first time.  Even more crazy to think that her own dad has yet to hold his baby girl!

3 years ago - a visit from Maria and family - Joy and Eve are just 1 year old... Joy is expecting a new baby brother around Thanksgiving, and Eve has 2 siblings since - 2 year old Hector, and 4 week old Magdalene Rose!  Open to LIFE and raising LIGHTS - how we love our  homes and our domestic Church/family!

A lot of days I share from my dad's Office with my bother Dan!  It is such a gift to find my dad's teachings and to ponder them with my brother with whom I totally see eye to eye on All the the Church gives to us!  As Dan says - "interesting that he connects these concepts with these verses from Psalm 81."  Yes!  I love to get inside his head and his heart as he was a man led by the Holy Spirit.  He obviously felt very strongly about LOVE from these and also   The Church truly is the Honey from the rock!
The prayer is great!  Thanks Dad!  How I love you and miss here praying with me each day in our farm monastery!  I am glad that we did not have this brutal heat to deal with on our porch time each day!

The first reading is wonderful once again as St Paul speaks to us about how we are allowed to see the Truth in the LIGHT of the Holy Spirit - as my dad did for Dan and I today!

Therefore, since we have this ministry through the mercy shown us,
we are not discouraged.
And even though our Gospel is veiled,
it is veiled for those who are perishing,
in whose case the god of this age
has blinded the minds of the unbelievers,
so that they may not see the light of the Gospel
of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God.
For we do not preach ourselves but Jesus Christ as Lord,
and ourselves as your slaves for the sake of Jesus.
For God who said, Let light shine out of darkness,
has shone in our hearts to bring to light
the knowledge of the glory of God
on the face of Jesus Christ.  2 Cor:4

YES LORD! There are so many in our lives that are unable to see the Truth of LIFE/LOVE/LIGHT/Jesus, who is longing for us to come to Him - die to self so that He might live in us and His Holy Spirit may guide us down the narrow path as we stagger down with our eyes on heaven forever with you, Mary and all the Saints!

I mentioned numerous times - My Most Cherished Cross - as we are called to embrace our Cross and follow Jesus as we carry it down that narrow path!  It is no secret that our spouse is that cross for us as we need to deny our own selfishness and put them ahead of our own needs in order to have a happy marriage.  So hard to do of course, and we must have Jesus and Mary to help us die a little bit each day!

Where this beautiful truth came to us - was from my nun daughter, Little Sister Hallel, on the occasion of her sister, Nancy's engagement in 2010...

 
Nancy, Look I am writing you a letter... aren't you impressed? Well, you better be because both you and I know how often this happens. I am writing to tell you now extremely excited I am about your engagement to Bill. I have to admit, when I got the news I wasn't really shocked but that night as it sunk in during adoration and the next day during mass I was so happy. My heart overflowed with joy for you. How beautiful to know that you have found your... most cherished cross. While I have never had the experience of being married, from what I hear is that he will truly be your cross. But not your cross as human eyes look at it, as a thing to run away from, as a thing of torture but rather as that which is truly the tree of life. It is only when clinging to the cross that one can truly live, it is the source of all life and of all love. Your marriage to Bill will be this, not something to run away from when it gets hard and when it hurts, but something to hold tight to, especially when it hurts because it is in this that you will find life and love. Know that it is through your marriage that Jesus wants to show you his great love for you and also that the best example that you can give to the world of Christ's love is a marriage lived in truth. So, in other words, know that I am so happy for you and that I love you a whole lot. Know that you are in my prayers during this crazy time of wedding planning; that you may not go crazy but rather learn to love each other better and that you may both have great joy and great peace. Remember to pray for me too! God Bless, Your little Sister Hallel

A rose for my two Roses - Rose Again Lanoue who just turned 9 and Maggie Rose Librande, who was 4 weeks yesterday.  Rose is for Our Lady - and her Rosary!  LOVE!

I am needing to end this jump around sharing while hubby has been in out of the heat distracting me as part of my confusion.  "All you want me around for is sex."  He points out and that is not too far from the mark, as I find that to be the "joy" of marriage!  His loud conversations on the phone, his listening to news on his phone loudly and just time on his phone, then looking for parts on line... sigh!  I know, I need to put him ahead of myself, and that is hard to do when my ears are accosted by his noise, and all I yearn to do is share here.  It seems that my day is not complete if I am not able to pour out the love I have in my heart for Jesus, Mary, the Saints and all The Church has for us each day.  As a result this gets to be long winded and bounces around a lot, right?  

Mystery in the chicken house - 2 chickens out of the pen with every door closed!
. Mystery solved..

Yes! Asking for his plan for each one of us! He has a plan for us! I discerned religious life until the Sister, who was directing me shared that she was leaving her call to get married almost 50 years ago. I was so shocked by the news that as the Lord had planned all along my vocation turned out to be embracing my Most Cherished Cross, Patrick Verly, and giving life to 12 children - 5 here and 7 in heaven. His plans are mysterious and hard to accept sometimes, but always right and just!
LOVE my home and my domestic Church/family! Bless-bless, Barbara
“In 1969, when black citizens in the United States were not permitted to swim in community pools along side white people, Fred Rogers brought a black police officer to his television show and invited him to cool his feet with him in a small, plastic wading pool. Mr. Rogers then helped Officer Clemmons to dry his feet.

Remind you of anything? "After dinner, Jesus poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples’ feet, drying them with the towel that was wrapped around him." (John 13:4-5).

Mr. Rogers never openly preached on his show, despite being an ordained Presbyterian minister. Yet he preached volumes in this simple act of love. In a world seemingly filled with hatred, where you can be anything, be a Mr. Rogers.

  Love this Gospel Truth and LIGHT! 
Danielle Rose - True love/the Cross










 

Wednesday, June 9, 2021

Sharing with brother, Dan, the teachings from mom and dad -our love for The Church/"glory" "beauty, truth, and goodness"

My hard working husband in the heat yesterday after cutting some grass - he asked me to come and follow him, so he must want pictures right?  I have been admiring the stunning sky with clouds for these last few days, and the thought crossed my mind of getting my handsome husband with the clouds around him.  I looked up and there it was!  A heavenly picture to be sure!
A few more for good measure - the clouds make it so beautiful!  I have always had a thing about clouds and have been known to put a white sheet on the top of a car and have my young daughters sit there as if they are in the clouds.  There is definitely something heavenly about them! 

 I discovered that my dad also appreciates the panoramic view of the sky and clouds we have here on the prairie.  When we would sit out to pray each day... we would watch the sky and the clouds and the cross shaped streams from jets overhead.

OK, honey, I will take a few more pictures if you insist!
95 degrees and gorgeous sky to the heavens!  So many prayers for rain, O Lord, hear us!


Heat and clouds - how we pray that they could water the earth!
Love to see the cows and calves in the middle of the yard - so pretty with Ruth's flag pole garden and gate to the pasture.  When the grass is this high - the kids love to hide in the tall grass as someone looks for them!  They drop out of sight in the tall thick grass, and squeal with delight if they are found by the person who is it!
Cute white face red calf up to it's shoulder in lush grass on a hot day towards evening.
Flag indicates there is wind, sky and lush pasture filled with cows and calves, Pat's wonderful monoslope barn with heifers and steers soon to go to feed the world with prime beef for the grill!
It makes me smile to see the love and hard work that Ruth and Paul put into the farm!  They have made it their own and much detail to the beauty of the farm life they live - Ruth has the life she grew up with and does it much better!

I had a special sharing with my dear brother, Dan, this morning.  We both read the Magnificat each morning and evening as well as the readings from mass each day.  So when we come across a special meditation we share it with some excitement at the wonder and beauty of it all!  
Today St Ephrem on this his feast day, and what a vision he has of paradise - so amazing we both agreed and then Dan mentioned..."I see mother's love of beauty, truth, and goodness there, too."  Yes!  how that all came flooding over me!

This was a teaching we received from our mother on the occasion of her passing away in a day on March 16,2020!  Her words are like straight to us from heaven, where dad reminded us that "she is now praying for us more perfectly".

Dan also reminded me of how this reflects upon one of mom's favorite writers C.S. Lewis and his book, The Great Divorce.  This opened the floodgates as I recall that mom wrote her version of this amazing story and it can be found by all to be read on line on their website - CatholicDiagramTeacher.com - A user friendly site for Truth Seekers

Here is the book, which my brother and I agreed that we will read and savor in the near future!

The-Great-Reunion-After-CS-Lewis-Rev03.pdf (catholicdiagramteacher.com)

THE GREAT REUNION After C.S. Lewis’ The Great Divorce By Nancy M. Cross

We also shared how dad came to mind with the first reading today from 2 Cor 3!

Now if the ministry of death, carved in letters on stone, was so glorious
that the children of Israel could not look intently at the face of Moses
because of its glory that was going to fade,
how much more will the ministry of the Spirit be glorious?
For if the ministry of condemnation was glorious,
the ministry of righteousness will abound much more in glory.
Indeed, what was endowed with glory
has come to have no glory in this respect
because of the glory that surpasses it.
For if what was going to fade was glorious,
how much more will what endures be glorious.  2 Cor 3

Here is dad's teaching to us on the occasion of his death 7 months after mom!  It is sharing The Name and the glory it deserves from us!  All the "Glory" St Paul shares just takes us to dad's feet so that he can teach us and take us deeper in our journey.  Both Dan and I are united in sharing our love for Jesus and His Bride, The Church, with no reservations!    Yes, dad, we are not to be timid!!!
 
Out to water the plant for Mary with her stunning bush giving "glory" to the highest heaven for my Spiritual Mother of heaven and earth!
On a cloud of blossoms!
Some spray paint is in order to give her the love she deserves.
Dad left me this wonderful gift - daily meditations by a monk in upper New York - Brother Victor!  How I love what he shared today about St Ephrem!  How true it is that he builds up the Church, the Body of Christ!  Today I am filled with JOY at all that I have been given by him in the sharings today!

How he loved Mary and wrote of such "beauty" - I am overwhelmed by how he loves her as much as I do, but we can never love her too much!  No one can love her more than Jesus!


Then Pope Benedict that mother left for me - today was out of this world!  The Eucharist - "that encounter with that love which is stronger than death."
No pool for John today, but grandma is ready and willing to help whenever we want to cool off on these hot days.  
A appreciated picture from Maria of her oldest, 13 yr old Therese, and her youngest 4 weeks old today, Magdalene Rose!  Nursing on her nose - a true baby kiss!  

Lord, I am overwhelmed by all that you give me each day!  I am still in a deep loss of both my parents in the last year just 7 months apart!  Yet, I am given teachings and lifted up each day by all that I am given by them and your glorious Church!  May I die to self and proclaim to all that Jesus Christ is LORD, and The Catholic Church is the True Church!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah

Who says that you cannot celebrate #7 in the womb?  It is a boy! The pattern continues - boy-girl-boy-girl-boy-girl-boy!  Our love grows bigger with each new life!  Open to LIFE and raising LIGHTS!  Bless-bless, Barbara

Family Soul Story - Choose Life!: Our marriage stories - "The world needs LIGHTS!"

Happy Feast Day
Our Lady of Grace
Mediatrix of All Graces
Feast Day: June 8
In 1830, Our Lady appeared to Saint Catherine Laboure in a vision and told her that the rays of light streaming from her fingers symbolize the graces she obtains for those who ask for them, but many graces were available but did not come because no one had asked for them.

Follow the way of love... I Corinthians 14:1

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"Go with Him, as His inseparable companion,
to the wedding feast of Cana, and drink of the wine of His blessing.
 
Let you have ever before you the Face of the Lord,
 and look upon His beautyand let your earnest gaze
turn nowhere away from His most sweet countenance.
Go before Him into a desert place and see the wonder of
His works, where He multiplied in His own Holy Hands
the bread that sufficed to feed a great multitude.
Go, my brother, go forward,
and with all the love of your soul
follow Christ wherever He may go...
 
And lovingly behold Him
as taking bread into His hands, He blesses it, and breaks it,
as the outward form of His own Immaculate Body;
 and the chalice which He blessed as the outward form
of His Precious Blood, and gave to His Disciples; and
be you also a partaker of His sacraments."
 
St Ephrem
Syria ~ 306-373
Deacon and Doctor of the Church
Poet, Hymnographer, orator, defender of the faith
His works: described as "a storehouse of treasures"
He was called:  "Harp of the Holy Spirit," 
"Doctor of the World,"
and "Pillar of the Church."
Great devotion to Our Lady
Patron: Spiritual Directors, spiritual leaders
Feast Day – June 9

Painting above: The Marriage at Cana - Gerard David

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"Lay me not with sweet spices,
For this honor avails me not,
Nor yet use incense and perfumes,
For the honor befits me not.
Burn yet the incense in the holy place;
As for me, escort me only with your prayers,
Give ye your incense to God,
And over me send up hymns.
Instead of perfumes and spices,
Be mindful of me in your intercessions."
 
From The Testament of St. Ephrem
Another reason for JOY- John's story continues with wife and 2 beautiful children!
How beautiful - Paris Twila 










Danielle Rose - writes all her music in front of Jesus in Adoration!