Wednesday, January 13, 2021

Finding myself now in "the deserted place" after much gathered around me/ sharing our faith with joy

Son in law, Paul, was getting me back for all my photo taking of everyone else, but I am very happy to have these with my wonderful Most Cherished Cross/husband famer Patrick, and 3 of our youngest grandchildren - Nancy's George, Maria's Hector and John's Birdie Barbara.  
I did request that our nun in the tree join us...  A peace settles in my soul to have her included as in reality we know that her prayers surround us daily.  I have plans to send her an email with pictures, which is a new gift we have been given.  I am careful not to overstep my bounds and try to keep it to monthly or so.  
Grandma has fun dressing the boys alike... from right to left - Jude is the youngest by 3 weeks from Hector, who is than 3 weeks younger than George!  That's right we have 3 grandsons 6 weeks apart, and it was so special to watch them start to relate to each other and follow each other around.
Grandpa rarely had his arms empty and that is how he is happy!  Pat is back to work on the farm now and our fake plans to go to see our Little Sisters is in danger of not happening because a storm is being predicted starting tomorrow.  Sigh...  

The Community was so excited to think we were coming.  I hope and pray that it can still happen.  Maybe I will drive and let Pat sleep if he gets the bedding done super early in the morning...

Pat and the 3 boys!  His big hands can hold a lot of life with great happiness and joy!  I love the love that Pat has for LIFE and for family!  Our first date we shared what we valued most and were looking for in a spouse - Catholic Faith, openness to a large family, and nature/farm life.  All lined up and why ponder or wait?   A year later we married after at our engagement weekend Pat in his wisdom and led by the Holy Spirit helped me to see that having a large family was anything but selfish - "The World needs LIGHTS!"  Open to life and raising lights is a ministry our family has carried forth as we share our Faith with JOY!
https://familysoulstory.blogspot.com/p/my-most-cherished-cross-patrick-gerard.html
I admit that there were many times during our weekend of Christmas Camp that I would hold my namesake and enjoy just sitting and taking it all in!  I shared that "I want to enjoy every minute" and the kids were thoughtful as they made the meals and cleaned up after.  Pat and I had planned ahead and picked up a lot of paper plates etc while we were at Sam's a month before!  So quick and easy for the cleanup!

The crazy picture with a chicken... not my favorite but some need this, so I do see now that it is something we will laugh at for years to come.  There is talk of doing an annual Christmas camp book with pictures covering the happenings.  This one will definitely make the cut.  

Now with the families all returned home, the kids to school, grandpa to the farm, parents to jobs, and me to my quiet existence here in my "deserted place."  I do see that there are things that need to be attended to now that Christmas is truly over, and part of that is getting back to "ordinary time" and writing here.  It is a place that I longed for over the days away, but was pulled this way and that and could see the beauty of sharing and growing together as a family.  Just as the 22 month old boys are starting to relate to each other and they will grow into friends sharing life... so I could see others coming together as they played or made meals or staggered to be in a picture that grandma wanted again!

Romeo and I had spent some time watercoloring together earlier that day and he wanted to be close to grandma.  I see that sharing our gifts and joys with each other as well as our prayer time together makes us closer.
Paul returning the favor to me... I do appreciate it though.  Hector lives 2 days away and we only get to see him a couple times a year if we are lucky!  It is wonderful to see his love and sweetness in my arms!
My namesake is such a sweet gift to her grandma!  We now share our topknots, too!  Grandma is silly and appreciate when their moms allow me to do silly things with them too.
Birdie and Maria - so special to know that there will be another baby girl just a month younger than this next Christmas Camp!  Everyone's input is that it was a wonderful weekend!  Nancy reported that her kids cannot stop talking about how much fun they had.  "They loved it just as much as CCC."
It was complete for me to have Hallel there as she truly is in spirit...
 I so appreciated when Hallel was added to our family picture!  Now picture perfect and complete!  

When you have 30 together and many of them are little... it gets to be a picture of LIFE which makes it real and natural.  


Now I will have to add Susan to this one.  I so wished that she was in my purse and could jump in.  Lots going on after sharing mass as a family on Sunday of the Baptism of Jesus.  The two Barbaras are looking at each other.  LOVE the tabernacle over my head...
"Through all things, by day and by night,
in clear light or in darkness,
let us live like the Magdelen, always under
the eyes of Unchangeable Beauty...
St Elizabeth of the Trinity
 
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"In the Eucharist there is a beauty,
a hidden loveliness, beyond the beauty of all art. 
The Lamb of God comes to the altar of His Bride
in the glory of the Father and the Holy Spirit, invisibly
escorted by the angels.  Only humble accidents
veil the radiance of His flesh.
 
Christ is beauty, and He becomes present
to make us beautiful. 
...Christ in all His matchless beauty is substantially present
in the Eucharist, and His Church strives to worship
that beauty with all the accidental beauty of her sacred art -
by vestments and vessels, by chant and icons,
by the consecrated space of her temples. 
The bride knows that no human art can be
worthy of her Spouse, who is the eternal Son
and Splendour of the Father. 
... the hidden beauty is always greater
than the visible forms."
 
John Saward
From The Beauty of Holiness and the Holiness of Beauty

This is so amazing!  Look at the beauty of our church here in Marshall and it cannot hold a torch to Jesus!

Even George is visible in this one - lighten it up and add Susan!  Picture perfect of the beauty of Jesus within and all around us!

Today in the Gospel Jesus is pulled in many directions and also finds a "deserted place" to spend time with his Father in heaven!  
Rising very early before dawn, 
he left and went off to a deserted place, where he prayed.
Simon and those who were with him pursued him
and on finding him said, “Everyone is looking for you.”
He told them, “Let us go on to the nearby villages
that I may preach there also.
For this purpose have I come.”
So he went into their synagogues, preaching and driving out demons 
throughout the whole of Galilee.  Mark 1
Starting to relate to each other or at least aware of each other...

A good example of social distancing!  Not one runny nose or illness in the entire bunch of 19 grandkids!  Miraculous and we are certainly counting our blessings!  
This one needs to be by my bed to make me smile and forgive as I have been forgiven unconditionally by Jesus!

Yes, we are all looking better, but The Church wins every time with Jesus on the Cross and the tabernacle!  However, the Sacred heart is huge in our journey also!  We are given so much by Jesus and His Bride, The Church!  Each day has so much to help us and give us all the assistance we could ever need!  Jesus, we trust in you.  Amen and Hallelujah
Nothing better than dressed up for our Lord and sharing Jesus in Word, Body and Blood together in our gorgeous Church!  LOVE/LIGHT/LIFE as we embrace our Most Cherished Cross.  Bless-bless, Barbara and all my family!  
So happy that we managed to do our live nativity on Sunday!  Birdie was the sweetest baby Jesus and Mary and were humbly beautiful in the robes of Pat's mother and the robe that the girls sewed for their dad years ago!  
Joy to the world the Lord is come!  Let earth receive their King!   Now to carry forth into Ordinary time our love of Jesus, Mary, the Saints and our beloved Catholic Church!  Many prayers for our struggling nation, too!  
“Liturgy is anticipated Parousia, the ‘already’ entering our ‘not yet,’ “ wrote Cardinal Ratzinger. When Jesus comes again at the end of time, He will not have a single drop more glory than He has right now upon the altars and in the tabernacles of our churches. God dwells among mankind, right now, because the Mass is heaven on earth.”
—Image: Raitenhaslach Catholic Abbey in Burghausen at Bavaria, Germany (courtesy of 
Garry Moore Soronio
).

LOVE!  May the beauty of The Church bring many to love you, O Lord!


Zach Williams 






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